i always dun like to care about friends,
well,because i dun trusted them,
remember i still at primary skul,
i didnt group with my friends,except for my best friend,
because my friends they are like babies,
like to fight with their friend,including me...
so i didnt so friend with them.
but everytime i know they want to have a fight with me,
like saying "i accept the challage!"crazy huh?!
pretend to be babies with them too...
i always know it,
when will they action,
but when i still a kid,
my cell were just acting alpha cell,
because i trust all the words they said,
i think bored,but if they have something to talk about it then okay...
at least i know sometime they will diccusting with me.
kind of noob,their topics,
i think have of it is lying,
but i know it that was lie 4 year later after the conversation...
now posting blog not like having lunch already,
but still will post...
now i also got post on facebook,
remain me of that,
i already having a small talk with my friend that i fight with before,
just asking what game playing?how your result?and other...
but just i am the one answering,
i scared to talk about the past,so let's just open a new topics...
now i got a bit knowing how to be a human,haha...
just a human that will used their mind...
i cant sleep all this day,
because start to thinking about the malaysian national services,
very scary,will be a chaos for me,
there had been 17 people died,
and also raped...
i dun wan go,dun choose me...!!!
i check many of the details at wikipedia,
u all can chack at there too...
timberland
2009年12月18日星期五
2009年12月9日星期三
facebook发现的东西
前几天，我开我妹的facebook差一些东西时。。。
我无意间看到一个令我感到很生气的东西。。。
那就是。。。
我看到凯林在facebook写了。。。
"今天，我很开心哦。因为今天我和爱芸一起去jj唱歌。。。虽然只有两个人。。。不过我还是很开行。。。"
我真的不明白凯林。。。
他明知道我很恨爱芸。。。
为什么偏偏就是要喝这种人在一起。。。
为什么，每一我和我的朋友吵架。。。
甚至绝交。。。
我都会觉得我的每一位朋友都对方都很好。。。
好到我会错认。。。
或许我是多余的。。。
或许已开始，我就不应该在这间学校存在。。。
如果没有在这间学校存在。。。
现在的我应该还是很开心的吧。。。
LV。。。
我无意间看到一个令我感到很生气的东西。。。
那就是。。。
我看到凯林在facebook写了。。。
"今天，我很开心哦。因为今天我和爱芸一起去jj唱歌。。。虽然只有两个人。。。不过我还是很开行。。。"
我真的不明白凯林。。。
他明知道我很恨爱芸。。。
为什么偏偏就是要喝这种人在一起。。。
为什么，每一我和我的朋友吵架。。。
甚至绝交。。。
我都会觉得我的每一位朋友都对方都很好。。。
好到我会错认。。。
或许我是多余的。。。
或许已开始，我就不应该在这间学校存在。。。
如果没有在这间学校存在。。。
现在的我应该还是很开心的吧。。。
LV。。。
2009年11月27日星期五
The Spiral Melody of Light
Your fingertips that touched me
Lighting my heart
The outflowing melody
Wishes for love
Is the wounded tip of a branch
Fated to die?
Little drops of light became lost
In the rift of the chained time
The end of dreams simply wishes for you alone
The silver moonlight
Reflects in my eyes
A peaceful melody-
Please be eternal
Is the sound of a needle that engraves
Fated to not resist?
The hollow spiral of light
Surrounded my promised fantasy
What I seek is simply a happy finale1
The rift of the glass-colored time will be filled with
Serene drops of light
The end of dreams simply wishes for that alone
Lighting my heart
The outflowing melody
Wishes for love
Is the wounded tip of a branch
Fated to die?
Little drops of light became lost
In the rift of the chained time
The end of dreams simply wishes for you alone
The silver moonlight
Reflects in my eyes
A peaceful melody-
Please be eternal
Is the sound of a needle that engraves
Fated to not resist?
The hollow spiral of light
Surrounded my promised fantasy
What I seek is simply a happy finale1
The rift of the glass-colored time will be filled with
Serene drops of light
The end of dreams simply wishes for that alone
2009年11月21日星期六
O2
Yearning for you morning and night, I'll become a star! I'll protect you, not knowing where the battle is
At the crossing of tomorrow and yesterday, you and I don't intersect
Now here I go, I'm a shooting star!
Even if the world rots away, there is something that will never change
Even if we hold back our tears, we all have something we must protect
A message from millions and billions of years ago starts to throb and echo inside me
I call for tomorrow in a hoarse voice, I'll protect you with my wound-filled hands
I continue to fight, I continue to fight!
You and I gaze at each other, layer our hands, passing the glass
Even though we're this close together
I'll paint the pitch darkness pure white, without an exit
I'm a shooting star that slashes through fate back to you
Now I will snatch away your overflowing tears
Is what I gained after a battle without answers a rainbow-colored world?
I don't know, I don't know, where now are my dimming memories of the beginning?
How will I reflect them? If I look from your eyes
If I can do it with my form, if I can see you
Once again under the sky where we pledged to that day
This, and that, and everything, until I gain them,
I'll keep on standing up until I rot away
Chanting it myself, gathering it on the earth, releasing light into the darkness
I don't need any complaints in my opposing heart
There's no angel kind enough to hear my repentance
I continue to fight, I continue to fight!
I'm not even afraid of my life disappearing in a flash
At the crossing of tomorrow and yesterday, you and I don't intersect
Now here I go, I'm a shooting star!
Even if the world rots away, there is something that will never change
Even if we hold back our tears, we all have something we must protect
A message from millions and billions of years ago starts to throb and echo inside me
I call for tomorrow in a hoarse voice, I'll protect you with my wound-filled hands
I continue to fight, I continue to fight!
You and I gaze at each other, layer our hands, passing the glass
Even though we're this close together
I'll paint the pitch darkness pure white, without an exit
I'm a shooting star that slashes through fate back to you
Now I will snatch away your overflowing tears
Is what I gained after a battle without answers a rainbow-colored world?
I don't know, I don't know, where now are my dimming memories of the beginning?
How will I reflect them? If I look from your eyes
If I can do it with my form, if I can see you
Once again under the sky where we pledged to that day
This, and that, and everything, until I gain them,
I'll keep on standing up until I rot away
Chanting it myself, gathering it on the earth, releasing light into the darkness
I don't need any complaints in my opposing heart
There's no angel kind enough to hear my repentance
I continue to fight, I continue to fight!
I'm not even afraid of my life disappearing in a flash
2009年11月19日星期四
Allen walker
So the little infant fell into a deep sleep.
Among the grey ashes in the flames shining...First one,then two ...
Surfaces numerous of your faces
A thousand dreams trickle back to the earth
On the night when the silver eyes were trembling , the shining you was born
Across millions of years,the prayers have already returned back to the earth
I will still continue to pray
Please bestow upon this child your love
Upon our joined hands, leave a gentle kiss
Timberland
Among the grey ashes in the flames shining...First one,then two ...
Surfaces numerous of your faces
A thousand dreams trickle back to the earth
On the night when the silver eyes were trembling , the shining you was born
Across millions of years,the prayers have already returned back to the earth
I will still continue to pray
Please bestow upon this child your love
Upon our joined hands, leave a gentle kiss
Timberland
2009年11月15日星期日
Seize the world
I’ll try gathering up the pieces of happiness that I picked up some other time in my chest
A melody that I started to forget about is right in the middle of me, unfading
While I was searching through borrowed comic books, from time to time I found faded anthologies
It was me who laughed out loud like an idiot at stuff like “seize the world”
During the days when I seized not the world but the hanging strap on the train
While smiling and saying, “I’m sorry,” to me back then, you lowered your head
Thank you, from my heart
I owe it to everyone for now to exist in me
Thank you, from my heart
Next it’ll be me who delivers happiness to everyone, Wow
I won’t forget just about everything since me back then was also me
It was useless that I didn’t always say ‘I love you’
When it’s tough, it’s okay even if you run away, if you return here again
Let’s go make various stops on the way in the original days
Right in the middle of an unstopping city, since when have you been looking down?
You hold too many “feelings” and blow out like a tire all alone
So listen to my words, for you who gave me happiness
I’ll give you strength day by day
I’ll try connecting the pieces of happiness that seem to overflow in my chest
A message makes the strengthening melody repeat
On a long night when my tears seem to spill, I suddenly turn back
And follow my footprints, so that I won’t forget about that day
Timberland
A melody that I started to forget about is right in the middle of me, unfading
While I was searching through borrowed comic books, from time to time I found faded anthologies
It was me who laughed out loud like an idiot at stuff like “seize the world”
During the days when I seized not the world but the hanging strap on the train
While smiling and saying, “I’m sorry,” to me back then, you lowered your head
Thank you, from my heart
I owe it to everyone for now to exist in me
Thank you, from my heart
Next it’ll be me who delivers happiness to everyone, Wow
I won’t forget just about everything since me back then was also me
It was useless that I didn’t always say ‘I love you’
When it’s tough, it’s okay even if you run away, if you return here again
Let’s go make various stops on the way in the original days
Right in the middle of an unstopping city, since when have you been looking down?
You hold too many “feelings” and blow out like a tire all alone
So listen to my words, for you who gave me happiness
I’ll give you strength day by day
I’ll try connecting the pieces of happiness that seem to overflow in my chest
A message makes the strengthening melody repeat
On a long night when my tears seem to spill, I suddenly turn back
And follow my footprints, so that I won’t forget about that day
Timberland
2009年11月12日星期四
千年泪---Tank
才话别已深秋
只一眼就花落
窗台人影独坐
夜沉的更寂寞
一段路分两头
爱了却要放手
无事东风走过
扬起回忆如昨
摇摇欲墬 不只你的泪
还有仅剩的世界
嘲笑的风 高唱的离别
我却 听不见
穿越千年的眼泪
只有梦里看得见
我多想再见你 哪怕一面
前世未了的眷恋
在我血液里分裂
沉睡中缠绵 清醒又幻灭
梦在千丝发间
我在梦里搁浅
月光尽是从前
苍白了的想念
你眺望着天边
我眺望你的脸
紧记你的容颜
来世把你寻找
摇摇欲坠不只你的泪
嘲笑的风高唱着离别
不管还要等待多少年
LV
只一眼就花落
窗台人影独坐
夜沉的更寂寞
一段路分两头
爱了却要放手
无事东风走过
扬起回忆如昨
摇摇欲墬 不只你的泪
还有仅剩的世界
嘲笑的风 高唱的离别
我却 听不见
穿越千年的眼泪
只有梦里看得见
我多想再见你 哪怕一面
前世未了的眷恋
在我血液里分裂
沉睡中缠绵 清醒又幻灭
梦在千丝发间
我在梦里搁浅
月光尽是从前
苍白了的想念
你眺望着天边
我眺望你的脸
紧记你的容颜
来世把你寻找
摇摇欲坠不只你的泪
嘲笑的风高唱着离别
不管还要等待多少年
LV
对手---终极三国（主题曲）
我一掌劈开天 跟着我去冒险
我们的对手到底会是谁
在所有书里面 为什麽都没有写
我们的明天 它在哪边
为何你一直瞄 是不是要单挑
拳击太极咏春都 随便你挑
你还一直在笑 小心牙齿断掉
我要放下书包 让烈火燃烧
谁说正义会迟到 只有坏人才命好
你不要想逃 我会追到 天涯和海角
我一掌劈开天 跟着我去冒险
关不住的梦想就要起飞
在我的心里面 完美就要更完美
谁都不能改变
我一掌劈开天 跟着我去冒险
我们的对手到底会是谁
在所有书里面 为什麽都没有写
我们的明天 它在哪边
不管有多糟糕 我会替你挡掉
只要你一句话我 帮你办到
朋友就是不计较 我为你两肋插刀
我们一起战到 最后一秒 让世界看到
我一掌劈开天 跟着我去冒险
关不住的梦想就要起飞
在我的心里面 完美就要更完美
谁都不能改变
我一掌劈开天 跟着我去冒险
我们的对手到底会是谁
在所有书里面 为什麽都没有写
我们的明天 它在哪边
我一掌劈开天 跟着我去冒险
关不住的梦想就要起飞
在我的心里面 完美就要更完美
谁都不能改变
我一掌劈开天 跟着我去冒险
我们的对手到底会是谁
在所有书里面 为什麽都没有写
我们的明天 它在哪边
LV
我们的对手到底会是谁
在所有书里面 为什麽都没有写
我们的明天 它在哪边
为何你一直瞄 是不是要单挑
拳击太极咏春都 随便你挑
你还一直在笑 小心牙齿断掉
我要放下书包 让烈火燃烧
谁说正义会迟到 只有坏人才命好
你不要想逃 我会追到 天涯和海角
我一掌劈开天 跟着我去冒险
关不住的梦想就要起飞
在我的心里面 完美就要更完美
谁都不能改变
我一掌劈开天 跟着我去冒险
我们的对手到底会是谁
在所有书里面 为什麽都没有写
我们的明天 它在哪边
不管有多糟糕 我会替你挡掉
只要你一句话我 帮你办到
朋友就是不计较 我为你两肋插刀
我们一起战到 最后一秒 让世界看到
我一掌劈开天 跟着我去冒险
关不住的梦想就要起飞
在我的心里面 完美就要更完美
谁都不能改变
我一掌劈开天 跟着我去冒险
我们的对手到底会是谁
在所有书里面 为什麽都没有写
我们的明天 它在哪边
我一掌劈开天 跟着我去冒险
关不住的梦想就要起飞
在我的心里面 完美就要更完美
谁都不能改变
我一掌劈开天 跟着我去冒险
我们的对手到底会是谁
在所有书里面 为什麽都没有写
我们的明天 它在哪边
LV
2009年11月11日星期三
够爱
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴身影
指头还残留 你为我 擦的指甲油 没想透
你好像说过 你和我 会不会有以后
世界一直一直变 地球不停的转动
在你的时空 我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够 让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际 小小宇宙 爱你的我
你听见了吗 我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明 我为了你 存在的意义
世界一直一直变 地球不停的转动
在你的时空 我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够 让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际 小小宇宙 爱你的我
爱你的我 不能停止脉搏
为了爱你奋斗 就请你让我 说出口
爱只能够 让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际 小小宇宙 爱你的我
爱你的我 爱你的我
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴身影
LV
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴身影
指头还残留 你为我 擦的指甲油 没想透
你好像说过 你和我 会不会有以后
世界一直一直变 地球不停的转动
在你的时空 我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够 让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际 小小宇宙 爱你的我
你听见了吗 我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明 我为了你 存在的意义
世界一直一直变 地球不停的转动
在你的时空 我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够 让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际 小小宇宙 爱你的我
爱你的我 不能停止脉搏
为了爱你奋斗 就请你让我 说出口
爱只能够 让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际 小小宇宙 爱你的我
爱你的我 爱你的我
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴身影
LV
2009年11月10日星期二
最后一次------十七岁女生
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我 永远 爱你。
LV
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我 永远 爱你。
LV
2009年10月26日星期一
Letter
今天，我想起了一件事情，
今年初时，我从我班上同学的手里拿到了一封信，是我和她还有另外两个人所签的合约「好友合约」•••
那是我第一次签这种合约的，里面写了很多我们要原谅对方，不要妒嫉对方，不要忘记对方•••的话。
虽然我不是很记得内容，因为那张合约不是我收的。我在今年初再次碰到那张合约，这次并不是要签什么约了，是来要求我毁约的•••他们将那张合约折对半，在外面写着，「此人碰到这封信后就在此毁约！」虽然看也知道是那个恶婆婆写的啦，可是他居然敢写出这种威胁性的话啊！
后来我去问＂她＂为什么要写到这样的话，＂她＂说自己没有写到，这样算了，我又问她为什么一定要拿给我毁约，自己丢掉就可以了嘛，为什么要给我过目•••?
她居然说她没有，是恶婆婆他们要看，然后看啊看啊，不知道为什么会传到给我的，可是如果我没有看错的话，我看见你在我面前丢了我的回复信•••
如果我告诉你事实，你一定会说我就是不够信任，所有你才要跟我绝交，我因为不要再惹事了，所以我很多事也没有讲，就因为没有惹事，我就要让那些惹事的人露出尾巴•••
不过•••算了，算在我自己不够认识你的份上，我们就这样结束了，因为对你们来说，毁约的人是我，但是对我来说不遵守诺言的人是你们，所以我现在才过地去•••我可以分辨出我现在和以前跟你在一起的心情，你会说我对你太严格了，但是对我来说，你自从和恶婆婆一起回家后，我一天比一天害怕，就算你跟我说没事的，或是说要计划事情，就算你说要计划我的生日会，你和他会每天在一起，我都宁愿不要庆祝，而你却在去年底时跟我说了「我宁愿不要认识到你！」你这句话是把人的心往地狱丢，你说你种我说「你这种人」后就讨厌我了，我下很大的决心才敢写的，我写的原因不是因为你还没买礼物给我，那只是借口，我也懂你一定会买礼物给我啊，可是在那种情况下，只能找恰当的话题开始，我才找礼物的借口，我会讲「你这种人」是因为你要我顾着裕莲，然后你就跟那个恶婆婆去买礼物•••我是什么？我是你的好朋友叻，但你却跟他去，过了我讲「你这种人」后，你就说因为你们懂只有我能顾他，因为他会听我的话，我只是妒忌，可是你还没想开我说「你这种人」的那句话•••
在我们绝交时，你说想等波浪停后才跟我好回，可是一波未平，另一波又起，说我因为成绩底过你，又生你的气，我不懂是你自己篇的还是听别人讲的，可是我连自己当时第几名都不懂，我要怎样不爽？我以前会跟你比成绩是因为你是我朋友，我也把你当对手，可是跟你吵架后，我就没有管我的名次了，信不信由你•••
而我现在的心情呢，没有了那个恐惧，因为现在我哪一个也不会失去，因为我每个都想保护。虽然也有可能其中的会离开，不过我不会再有像和你在这么多的误解下分开了•••
Timberland
今年初时，我从我班上同学的手里拿到了一封信，是我和她还有另外两个人所签的合约「好友合约」•••
那是我第一次签这种合约的，里面写了很多我们要原谅对方，不要妒嫉对方，不要忘记对方•••的话。
虽然我不是很记得内容，因为那张合约不是我收的。我在今年初再次碰到那张合约，这次并不是要签什么约了，是来要求我毁约的•••他们将那张合约折对半，在外面写着，「此人碰到这封信后就在此毁约！」虽然看也知道是那个恶婆婆写的啦，可是他居然敢写出这种威胁性的话啊！
后来我去问＂她＂为什么要写到这样的话，＂她＂说自己没有写到，这样算了，我又问她为什么一定要拿给我毁约，自己丢掉就可以了嘛，为什么要给我过目•••?
她居然说她没有，是恶婆婆他们要看，然后看啊看啊，不知道为什么会传到给我的，可是如果我没有看错的话，我看见你在我面前丢了我的回复信•••
如果我告诉你事实，你一定会说我就是不够信任，所有你才要跟我绝交，我因为不要再惹事了，所以我很多事也没有讲，就因为没有惹事，我就要让那些惹事的人露出尾巴•••
不过•••算了，算在我自己不够认识你的份上，我们就这样结束了，因为对你们来说，毁约的人是我，但是对我来说不遵守诺言的人是你们，所以我现在才过地去•••我可以分辨出我现在和以前跟你在一起的心情，你会说我对你太严格了，但是对我来说，你自从和恶婆婆一起回家后，我一天比一天害怕，就算你跟我说没事的，或是说要计划事情，就算你说要计划我的生日会，你和他会每天在一起，我都宁愿不要庆祝，而你却在去年底时跟我说了「我宁愿不要认识到你！」你这句话是把人的心往地狱丢，你说你种我说「你这种人」后就讨厌我了，我下很大的决心才敢写的，我写的原因不是因为你还没买礼物给我，那只是借口，我也懂你一定会买礼物给我啊，可是在那种情况下，只能找恰当的话题开始，我才找礼物的借口，我会讲「你这种人」是因为你要我顾着裕莲，然后你就跟那个恶婆婆去买礼物•••我是什么？我是你的好朋友叻，但你却跟他去，过了我讲「你这种人」后，你就说因为你们懂只有我能顾他，因为他会听我的话，我只是妒忌，可是你还没想开我说「你这种人」的那句话•••
在我们绝交时，你说想等波浪停后才跟我好回，可是一波未平，另一波又起，说我因为成绩底过你，又生你的气，我不懂是你自己篇的还是听别人讲的，可是我连自己当时第几名都不懂，我要怎样不爽？我以前会跟你比成绩是因为你是我朋友，我也把你当对手，可是跟你吵架后，我就没有管我的名次了，信不信由你•••
而我现在的心情呢，没有了那个恐惧，因为现在我哪一个也不会失去，因为我每个都想保护。虽然也有可能其中的会离开，不过我不会再有像和你在这么多的误解下分开了•••
Timberland
Freedom
When I just can't find my way,
You are always there for me,
When I am out on my way,
You are always there for me.
Like a bird in the sky,
You set me free you give me one heart,
Like a star in my night,
You always be a part of me.
In my darkness dream,
I hear you call me,
You give me the reason to live,
In my dirty heart,
I hear you call me,
And you reach out to carry me away.
No one can save my soul, only you.
You are my stories,
Unread stories,
When I gazed at your eyes,
I can see an unknown country,
Stories with their doors opened,
Stories that won't ever close again.
Now we've come so far from darkness,
And will never be apart,
So we leave for tomorrow,
To start our lives again.
Find me there, my tiny feathers,
Of my holy ancient days,
You will calm all my sadness,
And ring your song,
Only for me.
And I'll sing my song,
Only for you.
Timberland
You are always there for me,
When I am out on my way,
You are always there for me.
Like a bird in the sky,
You set me free you give me one heart,
Like a star in my night,
You always be a part of me.
In my darkness dream,
I hear you call me,
You give me the reason to live,
In my dirty heart,
I hear you call me,
And you reach out to carry me away.
No one can save my soul, only you.
You are my stories,
Unread stories,
When I gazed at your eyes,
I can see an unknown country,
Stories with their doors opened,
Stories that won't ever close again.
Now we've come so far from darkness,
And will never be apart,
So we leave for tomorrow,
To start our lives again.
Find me there, my tiny feathers,
Of my holy ancient days,
You will calm all my sadness,
And ring your song,
Only for me.
And I'll sing my song,
Only for you.
Timberland
Away
Far in the light, I can see it,
In every scene of the night,
A tiny feather of love.
I gotta go,
Destiny never finds the way for me,
Even in the night I see your face, in the dark,
So I never lose my way on you,
The light is always there with you.
Time goes by,we can never stay the same,
Now we've come so far from our memory,
Though your smile has gone, then we will never be apart,
In our heart we are one from our memory,
The future arrives with your love.
Willing to go to a place,
Where you and I will never meet,
I'll be there.
Willing to find an answer,
in all the winding road we have come through,
Why we'll end up this,
But you don't wish to understand.
In the shade of hope,in our memory,
We can hear still our melody now,
But the future still shines, close to you.
I believe... I relieve...
In my heart...
Timberland
In every scene of the night,
A tiny feather of love.
I gotta go,
Destiny never finds the way for me,
Even in the night I see your face, in the dark,
So I never lose my way on you,
The light is always there with you.
Time goes by,we can never stay the same,
Now we've come so far from our memory,
Though your smile has gone, then we will never be apart,
In our heart we are one from our memory,
The future arrives with your love.
Willing to go to a place,
Where you and I will never meet,
I'll be there.
Willing to find an answer,
in all the winding road we have come through,
Why we'll end up this,
But you don't wish to understand.
In the shade of hope,in our memory,
We can hear still our melody now,
But the future still shines, close to you.
I believe... I relieve...
In my heart...
Timberland
No now
I don't really like boys right now, I think now still not a right time, but I just know my target...must know well in musician, like piano or violin, something like this, don't know when will suddenly appear...
But to me, I think i'm still too young, so I don't wish to separate with my friend, they will just be my side once in a life time, if I did something that will let me regret... I won't ever forgive myself...
Finally I get rid of some stone, I didn't think much for now...
This year end test, is damn hard ! But I can 51% sure I maybe still will be in the same class next year...
Still with "secret recipe" ...
Hope there's nothing will interrupt me next year,
I felt lucky I'm in this class, that's my chance to let go many many many of the pressure that hanging around me, I cannot go other upper class or lower class, because the trouble maker are separated at all the class, still one class they didn't in... The last, well... They didn't at there but why do I ! So I didn't excape from two person that I hate but same class with me, I had accept my fate, and now are them, I will not same class with them next year... Maybe will, but make sure I am still at the first class...don't drop...
I will feel freedom when our exam have pass, happy... I usually like exam before, but I didn't like them since PMR, I think that's because I start concertrate in my exam now...
Tired now... And get ill always...
But I think just because I try many tricks to see the answer so tired... Haha...
Timberland
But to me, I think i'm still too young, so I don't wish to separate with my friend, they will just be my side once in a life time, if I did something that will let me regret... I won't ever forgive myself...
Finally I get rid of some stone, I didn't think much for now...
This year end test, is damn hard ! But I can 51% sure I maybe still will be in the same class next year...
Still with "secret recipe" ...
Hope there's nothing will interrupt me next year,
I felt lucky I'm in this class, that's my chance to let go many many many of the pressure that hanging around me, I cannot go other upper class or lower class, because the trouble maker are separated at all the class, still one class they didn't in... The last, well... They didn't at there but why do I ! So I didn't excape from two person that I hate but same class with me, I had accept my fate, and now are them, I will not same class with them next year... Maybe will, but make sure I am still at the first class...don't drop...
I will feel freedom when our exam have pass, happy... I usually like exam before, but I didn't like them since PMR, I think that's because I start concertrate in my exam now...
Tired now... And get ill always...
But I think just because I try many tricks to see the answer so tired... Haha...
Timberland
2009年10月16日星期五
今天不懂如何形容我的心情…
今天早上明明上国文节时还好好的…
不懂为什么中午上SIVIK节时老师竟然崩溃的哭了…
当我们问老师时…
老师只是静静的…没有回答什么…
只是叫我们回自己的坐位…
唉…
算了…不跟她计较…
另外一件事情是…
在我留校要回家时…
（☃和xo也有留校啦）…
我看到☃,XO和她的男朋友从另外一个方向走了过来…
我也没有管她们这么多…我看到☃哭了…
不懂为何…在那时候我竟然有心痛的感觉…真的好辛苦…
同时我有我一股冲动想过去安慰她…
不过我看到那个XO在那里…我就觉得☃已经不需要我了…她已经有XO可以安慰她…我无何必自讨没趣去安慰她…
之后…
我们三个人就上车…
我就装作什么都不知道，听着歌…
不过不时有她哭泣的声音传到我的耳朵里…看着她哭泣，我也觉得很辛苦…我真的好痛苦…若是以前，我或许还能安慰她…
我们就这样…一直到她的家…她下车…进了门…我走了…
就是这样…
唉…
LV...
05/08/2009
今天早上明明上国文节时还好好的…
不懂为什么中午上SIVIK节时老师竟然崩溃的哭了…
当我们问老师时…
老师只是静静的…没有回答什么…
只是叫我们回自己的坐位…
唉…
算了…不跟她计较…
另外一件事情是…
在我留校要回家时…
（☃和xo也有留校啦）…
我看到☃,XO和她的男朋友从另外一个方向走了过来…
我也没有管她们这么多…我看到☃哭了…
不懂为何…在那时候我竟然有心痛的感觉…真的好辛苦…
同时我有我一股冲动想过去安慰她…
不过我看到那个XO在那里…我就觉得☃已经不需要我了…她已经有XO可以安慰她…我无何必自讨没趣去安慰她…
之后…
我们三个人就上车…
我就装作什么都不知道，听着歌…
不过不时有她哭泣的声音传到我的耳朵里…看着她哭泣，我也觉得很辛苦…我真的好痛苦…若是以前，我或许还能安慰她…
我们就这样…一直到她的家…她下车…进了门…我走了…
就是这样…
唉…
LV...
05/08/2009
2009年9月30日星期三
is my birthday..i should be happy..but i ended up being angry and sad
today is my birthday..
usually for everyone this is the best day of thier lifes..
but..
not for me..
birthdays to me are fun...but i always ended up being miserable and frustrated..
a few days ago,i planned to go out with my friends to jj to celebrate..
i was excited and eager to go..
i checked with my friends today..
to see whether they agree to go..
some of them say yes while others say no..
thier excuse no money,no time,lazy and etc..
i was mad of course but i didnt force them..
is not right to control the will of your own friends..
so i asked my other friends..
'he'and his friends agreed to go..
i asked shorte and his gangs next..
i was planning to do next monday then sunday cause is expensive..
thier answer...no..
i didnt really cared no more..
it was damn boring today at class..
i ended up being lonely..
timberland and lv didnt come due to their problems at home..
i wish they came...it didnt felt right without them..
recess time was my happy time..
i met up with 'him' and his friends which i usually do..
i got many wishes of happy birthday..it was great..
but all words and no gifts..lol
ok..am being selfish on that part..
i got some gifts from billabong and wendy..
that was my first gifts from my friens i ever had in my life till now..
i was happy..
but when time pulls..
i slowly sinked..
i felt miserable..it was wrong..
i supposed to be happy on this very day..instead it was replaced by sadness and anger..
i feel that i became a zombie again..no espression..
i can feel that my eyes turned flat black..
after school..i walk down the stairs till i saw shorte and the gang..
i say hei then i heard that they were planning yh birthday next week..
that made me really mad..i know that i being selfish yet again..
i was jealous of her and the way they treated her..
i wanted to shout
but i cant help it..
i felt as though i held no importance toward them and my friends..
i was hurt....badly..
i nearly cried but i held back those tears..
i dont want to cry infront of my friends..
whywhywhywhy
i kept on asking this to my self..
i know that i shouldnt expect anything from them but i cant hep myself..
i was really happy yesterday and now it broke my heart yet again..
that is why i hate this day...it never changed..
every year on this occasion i ended up crying..
i wanted this year to be different but that was just an illusion..
i was glad that edwin was with me on that time..
he kinda comfort me a little..i felt comfortable
but..when he went home i return to my zombie mode..
is a good thing GOD had given my cousin who care about me and love me..
and some of my friends..
i want this year on my birthday to be happy..
cant i ever had something simple then that??
i just want to have my closest friends to celebrate for me??
pls i just want this year to be more different and happy..
not like those past year full with agony and anger..
can i??
is it too much too asked??
LE SPORTSAC
usually for everyone this is the best day of thier lifes..
but..
not for me..
birthdays to me are fun...but i always ended up being miserable and frustrated..
a few days ago,i planned to go out with my friends to jj to celebrate..
i was excited and eager to go..
i checked with my friends today..
to see whether they agree to go..
some of them say yes while others say no..
thier excuse no money,no time,lazy and etc..
i was mad of course but i didnt force them..
is not right to control the will of your own friends..
so i asked my other friends..
'he'and his friends agreed to go..
i asked shorte and his gangs next..
i was planning to do next monday then sunday cause is expensive..
thier answer...no..
i didnt really cared no more..
it was damn boring today at class..
i ended up being lonely..
timberland and lv didnt come due to their problems at home..
i wish they came...it didnt felt right without them..
recess time was my happy time..
i met up with 'him' and his friends which i usually do..
i got many wishes of happy birthday..it was great..
but all words and no gifts..lol
ok..am being selfish on that part..
i got some gifts from billabong and wendy..
that was my first gifts from my friens i ever had in my life till now..
i was happy..
but when time pulls..
i slowly sinked..
i felt miserable..it was wrong..
i supposed to be happy on this very day..instead it was replaced by sadness and anger..
i feel that i became a zombie again..no espression..
i can feel that my eyes turned flat black..
after school..i walk down the stairs till i saw shorte and the gang..
i say hei then i heard that they were planning yh birthday next week..
that made me really mad..i know that i being selfish yet again..
i was jealous of her and the way they treated her..
i wanted to shout
but i cant help it..
i felt as though i held no importance toward them and my friends..
i was hurt....badly..
i nearly cried but i held back those tears..
i dont want to cry infront of my friends..
whywhywhywhy
i kept on asking this to my self..
i know that i shouldnt expect anything from them but i cant hep myself..
i was really happy yesterday and now it broke my heart yet again..
that is why i hate this day...it never changed..
every year on this occasion i ended up crying..
i wanted this year to be different but that was just an illusion..
i was glad that edwin was with me on that time..
he kinda comfort me a little..i felt comfortable
but..when he went home i return to my zombie mode..
is a good thing GOD had given my cousin who care about me and love me..
and some of my friends..
i want this year on my birthday to be happy..
cant i ever had something simple then that??
i just want to have my closest friends to celebrate for me??
pls i just want this year to be more different and happy..
not like those past year full with agony and anger..
can i??
is it too much too asked??
LE SPORTSAC
2009年9月26日星期六
My iPod false...
Almost finish this one week holiday...
I didn't do something,in this week...
I also didn't online,I also spoiled my mobilephone this week,
With some reason,
I am lonely...
With some reason,
I was boring...
No mood for me in this week,
I promise le sportsac that I will post a new blog in this week,but I just post it today...
I can't online everyday for posting it, because...
My iPod not with me,
I just can borrow my dad iPhone for a quick post...
So not that I don't want to post up,just because I can't,
I will continue post up everyweek twice,
When my iPod is back...
Ok?!
Timberland
I didn't do something,in this week...
I also didn't online,I also spoiled my mobilephone this week,
With some reason,
I am lonely...
With some reason,
I was boring...
No mood for me in this week,
I promise le sportsac that I will post a new blog in this week,but I just post it today...
I can't online everyday for posting it, because...
My iPod not with me,
I just can borrow my dad iPhone for a quick post...
So not that I don't want to post up,just because I can't,
I will continue post up everyweek twice,
When my iPod is back...
Ok?!
Timberland
2009年9月15日星期二
My Bad Attitude
i realize that i have changed..
my attitude and the way i speak..
last time i wont say bad words to people especially my friends
but now...i say it...tons of time..
i guess it can be help right..?
most people tend to say these bad words when their angry or upset..
sometimes it just slip from our tongue..
just like me..
there was once my friends kicked my school till outside the door..
i was angry obsviously..
i wanted to say what the heck!then suddenly it came out what the fuck!
he was so surprised and shocked..and straight away return my shoes..
i myself was shocked..
i didnt know how the word came out from my mouth...
what was i thinking!?
i kept saying sorry to him and say i didnt mean it..
then i always say bad words..
i dont know why i suddenly became like that..
maybe its because of me kept hearing my friends saying it and it spread to me like a virus..
then as for my attitude...
its weird though..
i wanted to be a better and good person..
but everytime i wanted to be good i became bad..
why is that?
me,myself also dont know why?
now i sometimes just cant get a grip of myself..
i played cards with my friends and i lose several times..
i got mad..there was like a huge fire behind me..
i guess its because i think its kinda no fair..
they got helpers and we dont..
i wanted to scold them..saying just let them played themselves la!something like that la..
but i didnt cause its kinda rude and bad to me..
my friends see my expression and they look kinda scared..
i wanted to changed to normal mode but i was full of rage..
its stupid right..
i was because of some cards game i loss several times..
so guys i just want to say this:
please forgive my for my behavior..
and hope that you can excuse me..
am really really sorry guys..
i will try my best to keep control of my mood,anger and etc..
also,please tell me if am being overreactive or bad..
so that i can know and change..
thanks ya..
and am really really sorry..
o also this is to the members of secret5recipe..
please please write something on our blog..
is like going to die and empty..
no offense k..
hope u guys do something about it!!
LE SPORTSAC
my attitude and the way i speak..
last time i wont say bad words to people especially my friends
but now...i say it...tons of time..
i guess it can be help right..?
most people tend to say these bad words when their angry or upset..
sometimes it just slip from our tongue..
just like me..
there was once my friends kicked my school till outside the door..
i was angry obsviously..
i wanted to say what the heck!then suddenly it came out what the fuck!
he was so surprised and shocked..and straight away return my shoes..
i myself was shocked..
i didnt know how the word came out from my mouth...
what was i thinking!?
i kept saying sorry to him and say i didnt mean it..
then i always say bad words..
i dont know why i suddenly became like that..
maybe its because of me kept hearing my friends saying it and it spread to me like a virus..
then as for my attitude...
its weird though..
i wanted to be a better and good person..
but everytime i wanted to be good i became bad..
why is that?
me,myself also dont know why?
now i sometimes just cant get a grip of myself..
i played cards with my friends and i lose several times..
i got mad..there was like a huge fire behind me..
i guess its because i think its kinda no fair..
they got helpers and we dont..
i wanted to scold them..saying just let them played themselves la!something like that la..
but i didnt cause its kinda rude and bad to me..
my friends see my expression and they look kinda scared..
i wanted to changed to normal mode but i was full of rage..
its stupid right..
i was because of some cards game i loss several times..
so guys i just want to say this:
please forgive my for my behavior..
and hope that you can excuse me..
am really really sorry guys..
i will try my best to keep control of my mood,anger and etc..
also,please tell me if am being overreactive or bad..
so that i can know and change..
thanks ya..
and am really really sorry..
o also this is to the members of secret5recipe..
please please write something on our blog..
is like going to die and empty..
no offense k..
hope u guys do something about it!!
LE SPORTSAC
2009年9月5日星期六
Afriad of the second time
A fool, I always said it to myself,
Eventually, I was just a doll,
To do what my master order...
Yesterday,LV told me that my x-best friend said that I already change my attitude,
Said that I have change to the attitude that she first met me,
First,i'm not so sure what LV saying,
I thought I heard wrong,
Then I request a second time for me to sure that I didn't heard wrong,
She repeat again,and added some word this time,for let me sure with myself,
I got shock,don't know what to said,
But I told to LV,there's some chances that we can be friend again,
But I didn't have faith on it again,
Not no again,but afriad to be again...
April,I have been told by my friend that she will accept me again,we did go out together,but a little bore too...haha...
I thought we just shame to talk to each other,but she told my friend what I do that day and also my unmanner...
Just because I don't want her to be shame,so I started myself,let the air around us to change a bit,
But turned out becoming my unmannerly...
What a shame,when I heard my friend said to me,
And my friend also said out some secret between them,
My friend said that actually she is been demand by her to seek on me,like a spy...what I have done,she will report to her,when I heard out,my tears are trying to fall out,
But my friend gave me her word,
She promise that she will not tell her something about me anymore,
And promise that she will not abondon me,
When first,I was like on the inter abyss...
But time has wash it away,
Now that LV told me about this,
Just I thought out,
Enough for me to care for now,
Don't let other to distract what is on your mind,
That's why I'm afriad to happy that what she had said,
Because I scare to have the second time,
Well,nevermind at all,
I just been told that I have change,
But not been told that we will be friend anymore,
I don't have to worried much now...
That's on my mind now...
Timberland
Eventually, I was just a doll,
To do what my master order...
Yesterday,LV told me that my x-best friend said that I already change my attitude,
Said that I have change to the attitude that she first met me,
First,i'm not so sure what LV saying,
I thought I heard wrong,
Then I request a second time for me to sure that I didn't heard wrong,
She repeat again,and added some word this time,for let me sure with myself,
I got shock,don't know what to said,
But I told to LV,there's some chances that we can be friend again,
But I didn't have faith on it again,
Not no again,but afriad to be again...
April,I have been told by my friend that she will accept me again,we did go out together,but a little bore too...haha...
I thought we just shame to talk to each other,but she told my friend what I do that day and also my unmanner...
Just because I don't want her to be shame,so I started myself,let the air around us to change a bit,
But turned out becoming my unmannerly...
What a shame,when I heard my friend said to me,
And my friend also said out some secret between them,
My friend said that actually she is been demand by her to seek on me,like a spy...what I have done,she will report to her,when I heard out,my tears are trying to fall out,
But my friend gave me her word,
She promise that she will not tell her something about me anymore,
And promise that she will not abondon me,
When first,I was like on the inter abyss...
But time has wash it away,
Now that LV told me about this,
Just I thought out,
Enough for me to care for now,
Don't let other to distract what is on your mind,
That's why I'm afriad to happy that what she had said,
Because I scare to have the second time,
Well,nevermind at all,
I just been told that I have change,
But not been told that we will be friend anymore,
I don't have to worried much now...
That's on my mind now...
Timberland
2009年8月29日星期六
The feeling that haven't found out now
Today I tell some story to my mother,
About last year how I felt bad...
when I started,I feel nothing,just remind me that I have part of that life in my memories,
But after I still in half part,
It wasn't the good part,
And I heard a music play by violet,
My eyes start pour out tears,
I just don't know why!
I already told myself I would never cry for this ridiculous subject anymore,
But why I am still...?
Why can't I let it go?
After I stop crying,I went to the stereo and hit the next button,
And I reach to toilet's mirror,look in myself and I told myself everything will be fine,
Don't I care about the past,care for present,don't worrying the future now,
Everything will be fine,no more fight...
And no one is using me any more...
I feeling more freedom now,
No more (symt) no more (GT4),
Before form 4,I had the friendship that didn't trust in their friend,
Using their friend,I didn't understand what's the meaning of "using",
I thought was support and depends on each other,
Example of I'm ill,I want my friend to help me do something at school,
Now I think of course they will tell other friends that I like to use friends,
When they copying my answers in examination,I thought that was helping each other only,
But when my sister recognize I gave away my answers to my friend,
She scold me that they are using me,
Because giving answer to others only me,and she asked me why I donated marks to others,
I just said the question I ask them,they also don't know,so no used I get answer from them...my sister just sigh and turn away...
Am I wrong?I thought I wasn't...
But I was wrong...
After they found out my best friend's result was better,
They start abondon me...
I tried to tell my friend that they are using me and now is you,
She told me they treated her well,
They just wanted to pass in their exam,
And hoping that don't I continue say their gossip...
Well I know that's not gossip,coz I been through it,so I know...
She just saying nothing...
Till that,
Best friend is no more for us...
I met 3 friends in form 2,+me=4 ppl,
We separated to 2 groups when form 3,
And alpha group joined with two more friend,
Me and my best friend are the beta group,we also joined in new friend,
But form 4 we all have fight with each other...
4 person separated to 4 different class...
My mum ask me,
How am I now?in present...
I said freedom,more happy than past,
She ask me again,
What's the different?
Got friends talk to me anytime,and some special feeling that I don't know how to say,
My mum told that not I can't let go the past,and also my x-best friend,
Is just some thing I haven't discover in my new friendship,want me don't be so rush,because the time we will be together,will be more...
The happy tears came out this time,I smile and have dinner with my mum...
Thx mum,I feel better now...
And thx to members of secret5recipe...
Timberland
About last year how I felt bad...
when I started,I feel nothing,just remind me that I have part of that life in my memories,
But after I still in half part,
It wasn't the good part,
And I heard a music play by violet,
My eyes start pour out tears,
I just don't know why!
I already told myself I would never cry for this ridiculous subject anymore,
But why I am still...?
Why can't I let it go?
After I stop crying,I went to the stereo and hit the next button,
And I reach to toilet's mirror,look in myself and I told myself everything will be fine,
Don't I care about the past,care for present,don't worrying the future now,
Everything will be fine,no more fight...
And no one is using me any more...
I feeling more freedom now,
No more (symt) no more (GT4),
Before form 4,I had the friendship that didn't trust in their friend,
Using their friend,I didn't understand what's the meaning of "using",
I thought was support and depends on each other,
Example of I'm ill,I want my friend to help me do something at school,
Now I think of course they will tell other friends that I like to use friends,
When they copying my answers in examination,I thought that was helping each other only,
But when my sister recognize I gave away my answers to my friend,
She scold me that they are using me,
Because giving answer to others only me,and she asked me why I donated marks to others,
I just said the question I ask them,they also don't know,so no used I get answer from them...my sister just sigh and turn away...
Am I wrong?I thought I wasn't...
But I was wrong...
After they found out my best friend's result was better,
They start abondon me...
I tried to tell my friend that they are using me and now is you,
She told me they treated her well,
They just wanted to pass in their exam,
And hoping that don't I continue say their gossip...
Well I know that's not gossip,coz I been through it,so I know...
She just saying nothing...
Till that,
Best friend is no more for us...
I met 3 friends in form 2,+me=4 ppl,
We separated to 2 groups when form 3,
And alpha group joined with two more friend,
Me and my best friend are the beta group,we also joined in new friend,
But form 4 we all have fight with each other...
4 person separated to 4 different class...
My mum ask me,
How am I now?in present...
I said freedom,more happy than past,
She ask me again,
What's the different?
Got friends talk to me anytime,and some special feeling that I don't know how to say,
My mum told that not I can't let go the past,and also my x-best friend,
Is just some thing I haven't discover in my new friendship,want me don't be so rush,because the time we will be together,will be more...
The happy tears came out this time,I smile and have dinner with my mum...
Thx mum,I feel better now...
And thx to members of secret5recipe...
Timberland
2009年8月25日星期二
如果我变成回忆
累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话地 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙
要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记
LV。。
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话地 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙
要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记
LV。。
2009年8月22日星期六
bordem..H1N1..
..sigh..today is so really really boring for me..
school holiday has started..
everyone is so happy and excited because school holiday already start..
but for me this whole school holiday will be dead boring for me..
why.??
is because of some reason..
one is that i cant see my friends..
guys..i already missed you already..hopefully i can handle it..
also i cant see him..
i wanted to planned to go to jj and to sing k or watch a movie..
but i cant..
is because of the H1NI..
many people had dead and many people had been effected by the virus..
i prayed and hope that all this will end..
GOD..please stop this virus from spreading and growing and killing people..
eventhough am not effected or sick..
i still have to stay at home..its so DAMN BORING!!
i dont know want to do but sleep..
my parents dont allow me to go out because of this deadly virus..
i know that they love and care about me..but i dont know what to do..
some of my friends next week are going to genting..
i wanted to go too to enjoy and have fun with them..
but i already know that 100 percent that my parents will say no..
and i was correct..
my father say its too dangerous for me and now there this H1N1..
i know that if my dad say no i already had no other options..
'he' also ask me to go to..but i told him i cant..
MAN!!if i can go..i will be so HAPPY..
sigh..but that just wont happen..
i hope that this virus will be stopped soon..
i dont want it to kill more people or spread especially to my dearest friends,my family and other people all over the world..
so guys dont take likely of this..be extremely careful..
LE SPORTSAC
school holiday has started..
everyone is so happy and excited because school holiday already start..
but for me this whole school holiday will be dead boring for me..
why.??
is because of some reason..
one is that i cant see my friends..
guys..i already missed you already..hopefully i can handle it..
also i cant see him..
i wanted to planned to go to jj and to sing k or watch a movie..
but i cant..
is because of the H1NI..
many people had dead and many people had been effected by the virus..
i prayed and hope that all this will end..
GOD..please stop this virus from spreading and growing and killing people..
eventhough am not effected or sick..
i still have to stay at home..its so DAMN BORING!!
i dont know want to do but sleep..
my parents dont allow me to go out because of this deadly virus..
i know that they love and care about me..but i dont know what to do..
some of my friends next week are going to genting..
i wanted to go too to enjoy and have fun with them..
but i already know that 100 percent that my parents will say no..
and i was correct..
my father say its too dangerous for me and now there this H1N1..
i know that if my dad say no i already had no other options..
'he' also ask me to go to..but i told him i cant..
MAN!!if i can go..i will be so HAPPY..
sigh..but that just wont happen..
i hope that this virus will be stopped soon..
i dont want it to kill more people or spread especially to my dearest friends,my family and other people all over the world..
so guys dont take likely of this..be extremely careful..
LE SPORTSAC
2009年8月21日星期五
[ごと秘密のめぬ]
Today I changed all my user name to secret5recipe...
Now all my other profile already changed to
[ごと秘密のめぬ~チムバレット]
I cannot put the [secret5recipe~timberland] on it,
Also because that I don't wish to show out the name
And also...
The system don't wish to accept my name...!!!
They say [secret5recipe~timberland] is too weird to be a name,
So I change to japanese...
The meaning that I wrote on it was (the 5's secret menu),
I was thinking that I should add menu to special menu leh...
Haha...
Izit special?!
The name after (the 5's secret menu) is my name...
Timberland!!! Hehe...
Haizz...yesterday I didn't go school so after school didn't go out with LV and LE SPORTSAC for lunch...
We plan to go shabu-shabu for lunch,
But I didn't attend...so sad leh...
But not to worry,
They say maybe will go again after holiday,
Because this time billabong also wan to go...
Hoping that next time I will attend...
Haha...I will I will...
Coz i already lost a chance going with LE SPORTSAC and LV...
What will I be eating at there?
Haha...I appreciate that will be fun...
Timberland
Now all my other profile already changed to
[ごと秘密のめぬ~チムバレット]
I cannot put the [secret5recipe~timberland] on it,
Also because that I don't wish to show out the name
And also...
The system don't wish to accept my name...!!!
They say [secret5recipe~timberland] is too weird to be a name,
So I change to japanese...
The meaning that I wrote on it was (the 5's secret menu),
I was thinking that I should add menu to special menu leh...
Haha...
Izit special?!
The name after (the 5's secret menu) is my name...
Timberland!!! Hehe...
Haizz...yesterday I didn't go school so after school didn't go out with LV and LE SPORTSAC for lunch...
We plan to go shabu-shabu for lunch,
But I didn't attend...so sad leh...
But not to worry,
They say maybe will go again after holiday,
Because this time billabong also wan to go...
Hoping that next time I will attend...
Haha...I will I will...
Coz i already lost a chance going with LE SPORTSAC and LV...
What will I be eating at there?
Haha...I appreciate that will be fun...
Timberland
i have no regrets
at first i thought that am going to make a big mistake..
i wanted to change class due to some reasons i have..
i was really lonely eventhough my class got the most people not to mention really really noisy..
usually when a teacher doesnt enter class i will go to other class cause i felt more comfortable when am with my real friends..
recess time i also go to otherw class and find them..
every time when i go to my friends class i felt more happy and alive..
but time flies when your having fun..
when i am in my class the only thing i felt is boredem,lonely,and noisy..
when i went to apply to change class i didnt tell anyone first..
cause am afraid they will be mad or something..
then one day i went down to my future class to ask one of my friends for the class timetable..
they're were alot of people ask here and there whether its true whether am changing class..
i just said who knows?..
then when i change class...the rumor spread to all the classes..
i was shocked cause there were many people whom i dont know,know me..
thats where i met gucci,billabong,timberland and LV..
they treated me better..no 100 times better than my last time friends treated me..
also some of my friends on that class also treat me very well even though sometime i became the victim of bullying...
but i was happy eventhough they play and bully me..
i guess is just because they notice,talked,help and comfort me when i need..
they are my true friends..
so guys dont regret the things you have done in the past..
dont kept feeling guilty or blaming yourself for the mistakes you have done..
just accept what you have done and just go through life..
look at the present and the future not the past..
you wont know want your missing if you kept looking back to the past..
no one can go back in time...
this world that GOD created is beautiful and magnificent..
also theres many new faces and experience..
dont forget it..
LE SPORTSAC
i wanted to change class due to some reasons i have..
i was really lonely eventhough my class got the most people not to mention really really noisy..
usually when a teacher doesnt enter class i will go to other class cause i felt more comfortable when am with my real friends..
recess time i also go to otherw class and find them..
every time when i go to my friends class i felt more happy and alive..
but time flies when your having fun..
when i am in my class the only thing i felt is boredem,lonely,and noisy..
when i went to apply to change class i didnt tell anyone first..
cause am afraid they will be mad or something..
then one day i went down to my future class to ask one of my friends for the class timetable..
they're were alot of people ask here and there whether its true whether am changing class..
i just said who knows?..
then when i change class...the rumor spread to all the classes..
i was shocked cause there were many people whom i dont know,know me..
thats where i met gucci,billabong,timberland and LV..
they treated me better..no 100 times better than my last time friends treated me..
also some of my friends on that class also treat me very well even though sometime i became the victim of bullying...
but i was happy eventhough they play and bully me..
i guess is just because they notice,talked,help and comfort me when i need..
they are my true friends..
so guys dont regret the things you have done in the past..
dont kept feeling guilty or blaming yourself for the mistakes you have done..
just accept what you have done and just go through life..
look at the present and the future not the past..
you wont know want your missing if you kept looking back to the past..
no one can go back in time...
this world that GOD created is beautiful and magnificent..
also theres many new faces and experience..
dont forget it..
LE SPORTSAC
2009年8月16日星期日
who to trust and believe?
in the past..the only people i ever trust are my frens or gang which i called
i always trusted them...i was a fool to trust them..
why do i get the feeling that they dont trust me last time..
now i know..some of them from the begining never trusted me with things..
i also realized that some of them never treated me or accepted me as their real friends..
i know that a long time a go..
but..i always encourage myself and to work harder to let them know that am a friend to be trusted and to believe in..
but till still some of them never treated me as their real friend..
why?why?they want to do this to me.?am i a nuisance?or an anoying person?
i dont know and dont care anymore want they think..
my first priority is my friends,family and GOD..
ever time when one of my friends are hurt..i will go and comfort them and pray for them..
when they need help am always their for them to help what they needed..
but do i get a thank you?appreciation for them.?
nothing...
the only time they say thank you to me is when i asked them..
they should know that they themself must say thank you..
then i know..i am just a tool to them..
a tool which help them or to fulfill they wishes..
am just a vassal a servant..obeying all the orders from my master...
is hurtful..is not fair and most of all..is WRONG!!
friends are not tools..their someone who to be trusted and to care for their friends
but..not everyone knows this..
now people are selfish..they only care for themselves..
some people are bias..they look up and want to make friends on higher level..or clever,rich..but they looked down on people who are lower class..
these people are incompetent fools to think and to looked down on people..
we should treat,care every human being either rich or poor..clever or dumb..fair..
but many people now are bias..
some of my past friends think like that and act like that last time
i know them so well..
but i still trust them and cling to them as if i need them to live...
i am an idiot to think like that..
there was once a gossip going around my school saying that i like a guy wh is my best friend since primary school..
yes i admit i like him..but the like i have between him is lke brother and sister love...
but they misunderstood..
i was scared to face him and to talk to him..all because of that stupid,garbage gossip by my so called most trusted friend from spbt gang..
i stopped going to the club..i always walk around alone...
my eyes were like a dead mans eye..my face expressionless..it was blank..
some of the people from spbt gang went to find me..
they asked me to go back to the club and asked why i dont want to go there anymore..
i told them that i was afraid to face him..and was their answer back..
they said nevermind la..just admit that you like him...
i was angry no...MAD at them..do they ever care about my feelings.?
no never..they only care about themselves..
holding all my anger and to calm down..i asked them why they want me back there?
they told me why..they said this..
is because 'he' scold them and nearly slap them and ask why they do this to me?
now there was fire at my back..i was more then mad now..
they want me back just so that he wont scold them anymore..that really tick me off..
they only think for themselves and not me..
even if am around them not even one of them notice me..
that happen last year..
in 2009..i was hoping that my relationship with them will be better,closer..
it has..but it only last for a short while..
this year i was hurt even more then last time..no i was a 100 times more painful..
i was abandoned by them..and the worst thing is that they didnt know..
there was a trip to gua tempurung last time..they were all happy..chatting and planning..but they didnt tell me anything about it..i was clueless..
ther was alot of people in our club..they were asking about who to invite to go to the trip..i was seating right in front of everyone..everyone talk here and their but even tough theres lots of people their i was alone..no one notice my presence..
when they ask who to invite..i want to say that i want to go..but i kept my mouth shout to see whether they notice me or remember me...
i waited..and the result is nothing..no one notice or invite me..
inside i was crying alot..i was hurt again and again..i asked to myself..have they hurt me enough..when will this pain stop..my eyes and my expression was blank..
i was a dead person..a zombie..
i was always and always alone..feeling lonely..
my heart was like been stabbed a million times..and there were still more waiting to stab me..
everytime i go home..i will cry till my eyes cant shed any tears..
that time i told myself that am nothing to them..just a tool..
every recesss time i will go down and sit on a bench and just be quiet..
cause no one notice me or care about me...
now the feeling of being lonely the pain all of it..are like a part of me now..
i was used to the pain now..but even though am used to it..inside the pain was very very hurtful...i was sad..i wanted to called for help but i kept for myself..that was my mistakes..a foolish one..i didnt told my parents about it cause i dont want them to scold those who abandoned me...i was foolish..
that time the meaning of friends vanished in my heart..it doesnt mean any to me anymore...
but now i was like been revived..i was alive again..and more importantly all the pain of lonely all of it just VANISHED!!i was really happy..i never felt like that for a very very long time...
this happens when i changed class and met some wonderful friends...
i couldnt have ask for a better friends like them..
those friends are the one and only members from secret5recipe..
thx for treating me as your best friend and a true one..and for caring me,trusting me,believing me and love me as your friend..
and also to 'him'...who also trust,believe,care,notice me and etc...
also to my cousin for encourage me and support me..my parents who love me and care..and most of all to GOD..for giving me and blessing me with these wonderful people to me life..
THX GUYS!!I LUV U!!
LE SPORTSAC
i always trusted them...i was a fool to trust them..
why do i get the feeling that they dont trust me last time..
now i know..some of them from the begining never trusted me with things..
i also realized that some of them never treated me or accepted me as their real friends..
i know that a long time a go..
but..i always encourage myself and to work harder to let them know that am a friend to be trusted and to believe in..
but till still some of them never treated me as their real friend..
why?why?they want to do this to me.?am i a nuisance?or an anoying person?
i dont know and dont care anymore want they think..
my first priority is my friends,family and GOD..
ever time when one of my friends are hurt..i will go and comfort them and pray for them..
when they need help am always their for them to help what they needed..
but do i get a thank you?appreciation for them.?
nothing...
the only time they say thank you to me is when i asked them..
they should know that they themself must say thank you..
then i know..i am just a tool to them..
a tool which help them or to fulfill they wishes..
am just a vassal a servant..obeying all the orders from my master...
is hurtful..is not fair and most of all..is WRONG!!
friends are not tools..their someone who to be trusted and to care for their friends
but..not everyone knows this..
now people are selfish..they only care for themselves..
some people are bias..they look up and want to make friends on higher level..or clever,rich..but they looked down on people who are lower class..
these people are incompetent fools to think and to looked down on people..
we should treat,care every human being either rich or poor..clever or dumb..fair..
but many people now are bias..
some of my past friends think like that and act like that last time
i know them so well..
but i still trust them and cling to them as if i need them to live...
i am an idiot to think like that..
there was once a gossip going around my school saying that i like a guy wh is my best friend since primary school..
yes i admit i like him..but the like i have between him is lke brother and sister love...
but they misunderstood..
i was scared to face him and to talk to him..all because of that stupid,garbage gossip by my so called most trusted friend from spbt gang..
i stopped going to the club..i always walk around alone...
my eyes were like a dead mans eye..my face expressionless..it was blank..
some of the people from spbt gang went to find me..
they asked me to go back to the club and asked why i dont want to go there anymore..
i told them that i was afraid to face him..and was their answer back..
they said nevermind la..just admit that you like him...
i was angry no...MAD at them..do they ever care about my feelings.?
no never..they only care about themselves..
holding all my anger and to calm down..i asked them why they want me back there?
they told me why..they said this..
is because 'he' scold them and nearly slap them and ask why they do this to me?
now there was fire at my back..i was more then mad now..
they want me back just so that he wont scold them anymore..that really tick me off..
they only think for themselves and not me..
even if am around them not even one of them notice me..
that happen last year..
in 2009..i was hoping that my relationship with them will be better,closer..
it has..but it only last for a short while..
this year i was hurt even more then last time..no i was a 100 times more painful..
i was abandoned by them..and the worst thing is that they didnt know..
there was a trip to gua tempurung last time..they were all happy..chatting and planning..but they didnt tell me anything about it..i was clueless..
ther was alot of people in our club..they were asking about who to invite to go to the trip..i was seating right in front of everyone..everyone talk here and their but even tough theres lots of people their i was alone..no one notice my presence..
when they ask who to invite..i want to say that i want to go..but i kept my mouth shout to see whether they notice me or remember me...
i waited..and the result is nothing..no one notice or invite me..
inside i was crying alot..i was hurt again and again..i asked to myself..have they hurt me enough..when will this pain stop..my eyes and my expression was blank..
i was a dead person..a zombie..
i was always and always alone..feeling lonely..
my heart was like been stabbed a million times..and there were still more waiting to stab me..
everytime i go home..i will cry till my eyes cant shed any tears..
that time i told myself that am nothing to them..just a tool..
every recesss time i will go down and sit on a bench and just be quiet..
cause no one notice me or care about me...
now the feeling of being lonely the pain all of it..are like a part of me now..
i was used to the pain now..but even though am used to it..inside the pain was very very hurtful...i was sad..i wanted to called for help but i kept for myself..that was my mistakes..a foolish one..i didnt told my parents about it cause i dont want them to scold those who abandoned me...i was foolish..
that time the meaning of friends vanished in my heart..it doesnt mean any to me anymore...
but now i was like been revived..i was alive again..and more importantly all the pain of lonely all of it just VANISHED!!i was really happy..i never felt like that for a very very long time...
this happens when i changed class and met some wonderful friends...
i couldnt have ask for a better friends like them..
those friends are the one and only members from secret5recipe..
thx for treating me as your best friend and a true one..and for caring me,trusting me,believing me and love me as your friend..
and also to 'him'...who also trust,believe,care,notice me and etc...
also to my cousin for encourage me and support me..my parents who love me and care..and most of all to GOD..for giving me and blessing me with these wonderful people to me life..
THX GUYS!!I LUV U!!
LE SPORTSAC
2009年8月14日星期五
Fun fair
I will became a little elf,in the world of Santa claus,
I will became a little fairy,in the world of fairy tail,
But I'm just a human being,who live in a normal life...
I love my life with full of joy,
I hate my life with full of fight,
And I will be rather drill my head into the land wishing that I'm not part of the war...
I've been bored to replay the same act,
The repeated act cames in my life over and over,
I'll be facing each fight at a limited time,
When I was form 2,I got 2 friends that treated me very good,
But now they don't,
We having a fight in complicated situation,
The friendship just like a fun fair,
Maybe there got somewhere to put in the token,
And I just don't know where,
Then the time is up,
I didn't reach to put in the token before game over,
Just like friendship in a limited time...
The time's up,the game ended...
maybe I could make a choice to play again,
But...
I had once told by my friend,
It will be not fun if you keep repeating the same game,
Maybe you should try another kind of game,
There are many kind of game in a same area,
Just see weather you can found out or not...
I'll remember what she said to me...
Because I will be repeat the same things again,
And after I have cross the level that I haven't came before,
What should I do next?what will happen next?I don't know...
I never appeciate the word my friend had told me,
Now only I know it's really make sense...
When will the game really end,if isn't going to end,then I am just wasted my time for hoping a happy ending...
I found out a game with no token,but whole life member card,
That didn't seen to be a game to me,
It wasn't same as game machine,
It will be in reality if I really wish for,
Then I will say "yes" at that moment...
I will see laugh and joy when the time I came back to reality...
Timberland
I will became a little fairy,in the world of fairy tail,
But I'm just a human being,who live in a normal life...
I love my life with full of joy,
I hate my life with full of fight,
And I will be rather drill my head into the land wishing that I'm not part of the war...
I've been bored to replay the same act,
The repeated act cames in my life over and over,
I'll be facing each fight at a limited time,
When I was form 2,I got 2 friends that treated me very good,
But now they don't,
We having a fight in complicated situation,
The friendship just like a fun fair,
Maybe there got somewhere to put in the token,
And I just don't know where,
Then the time is up,
I didn't reach to put in the token before game over,
Just like friendship in a limited time...
The time's up,the game ended...
maybe I could make a choice to play again,
But...
I had once told by my friend,
It will be not fun if you keep repeating the same game,
Maybe you should try another kind of game,
There are many kind of game in a same area,
Just see weather you can found out or not...
I'll remember what she said to me...
Because I will be repeat the same things again,
And after I have cross the level that I haven't came before,
What should I do next?what will happen next?I don't know...
I never appeciate the word my friend had told me,
Now only I know it's really make sense...
When will the game really end,if isn't going to end,then I am just wasted my time for hoping a happy ending...
I found out a game with no token,but whole life member card,
That didn't seen to be a game to me,
It wasn't same as game machine,
It will be in reality if I really wish for,
Then I will say "yes" at that moment...
I will see laugh and joy when the time I came back to reality...
Timberland
My attitude b4 meeting them
Maybe you would thought that secret5recipe was a gang...
Or "secret recipe" ==
But sorry to burst your bubbles...
We're not.
I was a girl before,that didn't care other's feeling,
Except for the friends I need them,
I was a selfish girl,I think,
But my friends didn't told me that I was selfish before,
Because they didn't feel,
When I knowing other friends,
They told me that they really hate me,before,
They said many things about me,
Then only I recognize myself...
What kind of person I am,
Why didn't my friend told me that...
I felt guilty for the people I treated bad,
And I started to improve,
Tried to talk with some friend that treated me well at front,but hates me at the back...
I think they now didn't hate me so much anymore...
In secret5recipe's member,
I think I'm the most untalent one,
Because others are really hard working,
I didn't thought out how much their talent are,
But I'm just think that they are clever,
They are very intelligent at many places,
I'm not,
1-2 years earlier,I got many friends,but how ever my result came out good or bad,
No one would ever care about my result,
I'm usual after all,(because I'm just holding on first and second place only)
Cannot drop down lower result...
My friends always just blame my result,
Asking me why don't let them copy my answers,
I already gave them much,
Until I gave away all my marks,
I got the same marks as my friend,
But the paper they are holding was filling with all my answers...
I just can only watching my friend saying how much they got and never care about saying a thank you for the person who gave them answers...
I got friends,
But I feel alone...
I just got my only best friend that talks to me,but she also didn't care for any my other things,very annoying she'll said...
Maybe they think that I didn't have to worry about my result,
I am once told by my friend,have I enough enjoying my life with the first place easierly,can I let him to be first at the next coming test...
I always got high on my percentage marks,
I took more marks on the subject that I knew them well,
To fill up the marks that I lost on other paper...
I'm happy I enter to this class,maybe there's some of the student in there I don't like them,
But I am also being honor that I'm a student in that class,
And Because I got them,
I'm happy I have them to be my best friend...
Timberland
Or "secret recipe" ==
But sorry to burst your bubbles...
We're not.
I was a girl before,that didn't care other's feeling,
Except for the friends I need them,
I was a selfish girl,I think,
But my friends didn't told me that I was selfish before,
Because they didn't feel,
When I knowing other friends,
They told me that they really hate me,before,
They said many things about me,
Then only I recognize myself...
What kind of person I am,
Why didn't my friend told me that...
I felt guilty for the people I treated bad,
And I started to improve,
Tried to talk with some friend that treated me well at front,but hates me at the back...
I think they now didn't hate me so much anymore...
In secret5recipe's member,
I think I'm the most untalent one,
Because others are really hard working,
I didn't thought out how much their talent are,
But I'm just think that they are clever,
They are very intelligent at many places,
I'm not,
1-2 years earlier,I got many friends,but how ever my result came out good or bad,
No one would ever care about my result,
I'm usual after all,(because I'm just holding on first and second place only)
Cannot drop down lower result...
My friends always just blame my result,
Asking me why don't let them copy my answers,
I already gave them much,
Until I gave away all my marks,
I got the same marks as my friend,
But the paper they are holding was filling with all my answers...
I just can only watching my friend saying how much they got and never care about saying a thank you for the person who gave them answers...
I got friends,
But I feel alone...
I just got my only best friend that talks to me,but she also didn't care for any my other things,very annoying she'll said...
Maybe they think that I didn't have to worry about my result,
I am once told by my friend,have I enough enjoying my life with the first place easierly,can I let him to be first at the next coming test...
I always got high on my percentage marks,
I took more marks on the subject that I knew them well,
To fill up the marks that I lost on other paper...
I'm happy I enter to this class,maybe there's some of the student in there I don't like them,
But I am also being honor that I'm a student in that class,
And Because I got them,
I'm happy I have them to be my best friend...
Timberland
我们的认识...
今天是我第一次用华语写部落格，
因为我的汉语拼音很差...
哈哈...
今天我们secret5recipe做了一项心理测验，
题目纸只叫我们回答是或不是，
可是我们好像只在讨论...
听LeSpoctsac说如果越多是，
就是人际关系越差，
我本来有很多是的，
我就问他们是问以前还是现在，
他们都讲以前...
可是当我要选时，本来要选是的却选择了不是，
因为在我选择地当时，我想想好像以前和现在不同，
我没有交过一班好友，只交过一个好友，
这次是我第一次交到一班朋友，
我选择不是时，我是很开心的回答，
因为我只想到现在，
完全想不回以前，
当我想要回想时，就好想有一块布把我的不开心盖起来...
我们其实很早就认识了，
只是没有什么讲话，
我会认识billabong和LV也是因为我的前好友，
我刚转来认识他后的第一个星期就认识他们了...
gucci是在我隔壁班的同学，
他和他的朋友每天都会来跟我们一起下课，
可是我却没有跟他讲过一句话...
LeSportsac跟我差太远了,他在前面班，跟他能认识的机会只有45%，
但是在有一天，我们有ceramah，突然跟他聊起了话题，
就这样认识了...==''
我感觉我今年的这条命是他们帮我捡回来的，
其实我会很寂寞的，
好在我遇上你们了...
Timberland
因为我的汉语拼音很差...
哈哈...
今天我们secret5recipe做了一项心理测验，
题目纸只叫我们回答是或不是，
可是我们好像只在讨论...
听LeSpoctsac说如果越多是，
就是人际关系越差，
我本来有很多是的，
我就问他们是问以前还是现在，
他们都讲以前...
可是当我要选时，本来要选是的却选择了不是，
因为在我选择地当时，我想想好像以前和现在不同，
我没有交过一班好友，只交过一个好友，
这次是我第一次交到一班朋友，
我选择不是时，我是很开心的回答，
因为我只想到现在，
完全想不回以前，
当我想要回想时，就好想有一块布把我的不开心盖起来...
我们其实很早就认识了，
只是没有什么讲话，
我会认识billabong和LV也是因为我的前好友，
我刚转来认识他后的第一个星期就认识他们了...
gucci是在我隔壁班的同学，
他和他的朋友每天都会来跟我们一起下课，
可是我却没有跟他讲过一句话...
LeSportsac跟我差太远了,他在前面班，跟他能认识的机会只有45%，
但是在有一天，我们有ceramah，突然跟他聊起了话题，
就这样认识了...==''
我感觉我今年的这条命是他们帮我捡回来的，
其实我会很寂寞的，
好在我遇上你们了...
Timberland
2009年8月13日星期四
To: Secret5Recipe
最近好像法身了许多的事情。。。
有伤心的。。。
又开心的。。。
有心烦的。。。
有如意的。。。
这一切都是不能掌控的。。。
不管怎么样。。。我们都要以最平常的心态面对所有的事情。。。
*注意：secret5recipe的朋友。。。
不要因为有些事情而气馁哦。。。
虽让我也有许多事情。。。
我必须思考。。。
但是。。。
有你们的陪伴。。。
我感到很欣慰。。。
你们让我在secret5recipe得到快乐。。。
谢谢你们哦。。。
LV
14/08/2009
有伤心的。。。
又开心的。。。
有心烦的。。。
有如意的。。。
这一切都是不能掌控的。。。
不管怎么样。。。我们都要以最平常的心态面对所有的事情。。。
*注意：secret5recipe的朋友。。。
不要因为有些事情而气馁哦。。。
虽让我也有许多事情。。。
我必须思考。。。
但是。。。
有你们的陪伴。。。
我感到很欣慰。。。
你们让我在secret5recipe得到快乐。。。
谢谢你们哦。。。
LV
14/08/2009
2009年8月9日星期日
爱情故事
今天。。。
billabong跟我讲了一个很罗曼蒂克的故事。。。
那就是。。。
她的前男友sms跟她说了一些很sweet的话。。。
‘我到现在还是和喜欢你’。。。
‘我的心里只有你一个人’。。。
‘你一直住在我的心里’。。。
‘我的心容不下其他人，因为你一直都在我心里’。。。
‘我到现在还不想让你从我心里搬走’。。。
之后billabong也有回她信息。。。
‘如果你要我搬走，我就搬走咯；如果你不要我搬，我就不搬咯’。。。
过后我又问billabong你还爱他吗。。。?
billabong跟我说有。。。
不过他说现在还不要想爱情的问题。。。
现在她只想读书。。。
唉。。。
其实我并不认为读书的时候不可以谈恋爱。。。
只要你不要将爱情和学业弄得乱七八糟就可啦。。。
不过这只我的想法。。。
也是看个人意识。。。
LV。。
billabong跟我讲了一个很罗曼蒂克的故事。。。
那就是。。。
她的前男友sms跟她说了一些很sweet的话。。。
‘我到现在还是和喜欢你’。。。
‘我的心里只有你一个人’。。。
‘你一直住在我的心里’。。。
‘我的心容不下其他人，因为你一直都在我心里’。。。
‘我到现在还不想让你从我心里搬走’。。。
之后billabong也有回她信息。。。
‘如果你要我搬走，我就搬走咯；如果你不要我搬，我就不搬咯’。。。
过后我又问billabong你还爱他吗。。。?
billabong跟我说有。。。
不过他说现在还不要想爱情的问题。。。
现在她只想读书。。。
唉。。。
其实我并不认为读书的时候不可以谈恋爱。。。
只要你不要将爱情和学业弄得乱七八糟就可啦。。。
不过这只我的想法。。。
也是看个人意识。。。
LV。。
2009年8月7日星期五
time flies
time flies when your having fun....
you would wish that it will go on forever...
but...
times stops when your going through hard times...
like..for example...having a fight between your freinds,being alone and etc...
at this troubled times we always wanted it just to go away..to forget it
but everytime we are in pain..the world stops...
the pain drags you long and long...time passed only 1 minute but to you it feels like an hour or more...
when your enjoying and having fun...but before you know it times flies like a speed of light...
this occur to me thousands of times..
and believe me its weird alright...
i guess thats how the world works or maybe its just some weird phenomenon...
i dont know..but..
i guess we have to apperciate to both our happy times and bad times..
cause all this will shaped our future...
it can teach us valuable lesson on whats right and whats wrong...
and to be a guide for us so that we dont do the same mistakes or regret for what we had done both in the pass,future and present..
also..we should treasured more to the times when we are happy...
we shouldnt looked back on our mistakes we had done in the pass..
but on the present...
if we keep looking back on our darkest and hurtful moments in the passed..
we wont be able to go forward on the present...
also...we would be missing many many things if we dont concertrate on the present and the future...
this are the lesson we should all learned and remember...
LE SPORTSAC
you would wish that it will go on forever...
but...
times stops when your going through hard times...
like..for example...having a fight between your freinds,being alone and etc...
at this troubled times we always wanted it just to go away..to forget it
but everytime we are in pain..the world stops...
the pain drags you long and long...time passed only 1 minute but to you it feels like an hour or more...
when your enjoying and having fun...but before you know it times flies like a speed of light...
this occur to me thousands of times..
and believe me its weird alright...
i guess thats how the world works or maybe its just some weird phenomenon...
i dont know..but..
i guess we have to apperciate to both our happy times and bad times..
cause all this will shaped our future...
it can teach us valuable lesson on whats right and whats wrong...
and to be a guide for us so that we dont do the same mistakes or regret for what we had done both in the pass,future and present..
also..we should treasured more to the times when we are happy...
we shouldnt looked back on our mistakes we had done in the pass..
but on the present...
if we keep looking back on our darkest and hurtful moments in the passed..
we wont be able to go forward on the present...
also...we would be missing many many things if we dont concertrate on the present and the future...
this are the lesson we should all learned and remember...
LE SPORTSAC
2009年8月6日星期四
The first and the last
I'm truly hope that my x-best friend don't ever interupt my life anymore,
I think that I have freedom with all this friend now...
I'm happy with them,
But she was so close to them,
She knew them before I did,
They were closer...
And beginning,I thought I will feel alone in this class for two years...
But thank god I found them,
Like a friendship as puzzle found out their places,
They care about me,they talk to me when I lonely,they didn't angry when I did something wrong,weather they are pretenting or they truly are,I also truly trust in them...
I didn't ever trust my friends 100% before,
Because I didn't knew them well,example my x-best friend,she treated me as her best friend for just 2 day we knewing each other...
Painful memories...
Why I didn't finding friends in group but to find a personality best friend...
Was that fate?!
I don't care,I just care what I have now,
Protect the friends that I having now...
I scare to trust in friend,even if they had promise me,
Because my friends before secret5recipe betrayed me,
Not once,not twice but many,
Until I can't even counted...
Since the first time they done it,
I forgive them,
But they just can't keep it down...
They all are a bunch of friends that never been hurted by their friends...
the first and the last...
The last time that I trust them,
The last time they fool me,
We broke up...our friendship,
I was just been promise by a friend of mine that we'll not lie to each other,
I promise,and he wanted me to join him for a game the next day,
When the day we must met,
He called me to said that to cancalled our date,
Because he'll not at his house at afternoon,
Then I cancelled with my x-best friend and others...
At the same time I promise to join my dad for dinner seminar,
Then I made up all the stuff,waiting my dad to fetch me,
My x-best friend called me and said that they at the field already,
Then I said I had told them not to come,
And they said they got
saw him at the field,
I say that I will ask him,
When I called him,he said that he didn't at the field,At some where else,
Then I called back to my x-best friend,they asked me got called him or not,I said yes,
And she told me that he cycle away after answering the phone,
I was angry,he just promise me and broke up the promise haven't just one day!!!
I wrap off all the stuff I prepare and cycle to the field,
I saw him after me when I was there,
I really though that he was really ran away and follow me,
And when I found my friends,they told me that they were just joking...
For god sake!!!
I scold him and wanted him to came to the field from where he really at,
My friends also saying that they got said they were just joking when we were talking on phone,
I said I didn't heard,if they really got tell,why don't they call the person on phone to tell me,why must tell at so far away and didn't sure about weather I got heard or not,or else can call me for comform that I heard,
They just setting a act like they had told me,but I'm sure they didn't said it,
I was upset and cried out,
Not because they fool me,
Is because I though I being fooling by the friend that just gave me his word,
But turn out wrong,
I'm been fooling by my x-best friend and other that saying he was fooling me.
In a complicated situation,
I was upset,and I told them I maybe will having a car crush when I'm on my way to go home,
And my other friend tell him that I was cursing them will having a car crush on their way home...
DAMN It...
He didn't talked with me anymore after that day,and also my other friends,because gossip that I'm cursing them to having a car crush...
I will drag my self to have it if I'm cursing my friends to having car crush.
I treat my friends first and myself will be the second,but why I always be the one who will been hunted down...
Will it be the last time I being hunt down?
Hoping that will be the last...
-bestest wishes for secret5recipe-
Timberland
I think that I have freedom with all this friend now...
I'm happy with them,
But she was so close to them,
She knew them before I did,
They were closer...
And beginning,I thought I will feel alone in this class for two years...
But thank god I found them,
Like a friendship as puzzle found out their places,
They care about me,they talk to me when I lonely,they didn't angry when I did something wrong,weather they are pretenting or they truly are,I also truly trust in them...
I didn't ever trust my friends 100% before,
Because I didn't knew them well,example my x-best friend,she treated me as her best friend for just 2 day we knewing each other...
Painful memories...
Why I didn't finding friends in group but to find a personality best friend...
Was that fate?!
I don't care,I just care what I have now,
Protect the friends that I having now...
I scare to trust in friend,even if they had promise me,
Because my friends before secret5recipe betrayed me,
Not once,not twice but many,
Until I can't even counted...
Since the first time they done it,
I forgive them,
But they just can't keep it down...
They all are a bunch of friends that never been hurted by their friends...
the first and the last...
The last time that I trust them,
The last time they fool me,
We broke up...our friendship,
I was just been promise by a friend of mine that we'll not lie to each other,
I promise,and he wanted me to join him for a game the next day,
When the day we must met,
He called me to said that to cancalled our date,
Because he'll not at his house at afternoon,
Then I cancelled with my x-best friend and others...
At the same time I promise to join my dad for dinner seminar,
Then I made up all the stuff,waiting my dad to fetch me,
My x-best friend called me and said that they at the field already,
Then I said I had told them not to come,
And they said they got
saw him at the field,
I say that I will ask him,
When I called him,he said that he didn't at the field,At some where else,
Then I called back to my x-best friend,they asked me got called him or not,I said yes,
And she told me that he cycle away after answering the phone,
I was angry,he just promise me and broke up the promise haven't just one day!!!
I wrap off all the stuff I prepare and cycle to the field,
I saw him after me when I was there,
I really though that he was really ran away and follow me,
And when I found my friends,they told me that they were just joking...
For god sake!!!
I scold him and wanted him to came to the field from where he really at,
My friends also saying that they got said they were just joking when we were talking on phone,
I said I didn't heard,if they really got tell,why don't they call the person on phone to tell me,why must tell at so far away and didn't sure about weather I got heard or not,or else can call me for comform that I heard,
They just setting a act like they had told me,but I'm sure they didn't said it,
I was upset and cried out,
Not because they fool me,
Is because I though I being fooling by the friend that just gave me his word,
But turn out wrong,
I'm been fooling by my x-best friend and other that saying he was fooling me.
In a complicated situation,
I was upset,and I told them I maybe will having a car crush when I'm on my way to go home,
And my other friend tell him that I was cursing them will having a car crush on their way home...
DAMN It...
He didn't talked with me anymore after that day,and also my other friends,because gossip that I'm cursing them to having a car crush...
I will drag my self to have it if I'm cursing my friends to having car crush.
I treat my friends first and myself will be the second,but why I always be the one who will been hunted down...
Will it be the last time I being hunt down?
Hoping that will be the last...
-bestest wishes for secret5recipe-
Timberland
2009年8月4日星期二
The decision I made
Did I made the right decision?
I saw my friends live in happy world,
But not me...
They have friends,every where...
My though was same as billabong's,
What is the meaning of friend,
I'm also not very sure,
When I met my last best friend in form 2,though I knew what friends are...
But I was wrong...
My family thinks that I'm good in analysis things and problem...
I have the same though as my family have...
Even I had solve the problem,
No one would ever believe in me...
Even my best friend,she wanted to trust the others...
The friendship that no believe,
They will just ended with a little of misunderstanding.
I am the one who have to swallow and suffer all the problem that cause from them,
Some other problems that I didn't even know,
What a ridiculous friendship are this...
A Best friend that didn't believe in her own best friend,
She wanted to be crowded by many friends,
She don't want be just with me,
maybe she's choosing not to trust me,
So she won't lost other friends...
She's the one who wanted me to be her best friend two years ago,
But she betray me...
I hate her a lot when i first met her,
She just always finding me and stick on me,
I hate her not because of that,
Is because I got my self a best friend from I was standard six,
But she was always mention about I'm her best friend,
So that why I hate her,saying with no caring other's feeling.
When one day I was suddenly sick at school,I though I'm was dying,but she had help me,after that day...she was accepted by me as a best friend...
But now she wasn't,
Because she became selfish...
I have made a decision to decide that I'm not going to forgive her because she had betray me...
Have I made the right decision?
I'm not sure,I think I am the one who don't understand what is friendship,another reason was she came in to my life too quickly,I couldn't know her well...
Now that I met new friends,I will trying to learn what are the meaning of friendship from them...
Thank you all...
よろしくお願いします
Timberland
I saw my friends live in happy world,
But not me...
They have friends,every where...
My though was same as billabong's,
What is the meaning of friend,
I'm also not very sure,
When I met my last best friend in form 2,though I knew what friends are...
But I was wrong...
My family thinks that I'm good in analysis things and problem...
I have the same though as my family have...
Even I had solve the problem,
No one would ever believe in me...
Even my best friend,she wanted to trust the others...
The friendship that no believe,
They will just ended with a little of misunderstanding.
I am the one who have to swallow and suffer all the problem that cause from them,
Some other problems that I didn't even know,
What a ridiculous friendship are this...
A Best friend that didn't believe in her own best friend,
She wanted to be crowded by many friends,
She don't want be just with me,
maybe she's choosing not to trust me,
So she won't lost other friends...
She's the one who wanted me to be her best friend two years ago,
But she betray me...
I hate her a lot when i first met her,
She just always finding me and stick on me,
I hate her not because of that,
Is because I got my self a best friend from I was standard six,
But she was always mention about I'm her best friend,
So that why I hate her,saying with no caring other's feeling.
When one day I was suddenly sick at school,I though I'm was dying,but she had help me,after that day...she was accepted by me as a best friend...
But now she wasn't,
Because she became selfish...
I have made a decision to decide that I'm not going to forgive her because she had betray me...
Have I made the right decision?
I'm not sure,I think I am the one who don't understand what is friendship,another reason was she came in to my life too quickly,I couldn't know her well...
Now that I met new friends,I will trying to learn what are the meaning of friendship from them...
Thank you all...
よろしくお願いします
Timberland
love...what do you think about it??
sometimes love is a wonderful thing...
but..
sometimes is painful and hurtful...
everbody will always fall in love with someone or have a crush...
but...
when the person you love had a girlfriend...
whats worst is that his girlfriend is your friend...
is kind of ironic...dont you think??
another situation is...
for example...
you are obses with the person you fall in love with(for example me)
everday you got to see him and talk to him...a maniac...
another situation is...
you love the guy...but you dont dare to look at him...face to face..or even from afar
i guess some people are like that...because when you look at the guy,you heart beats as fast as a rocket and you face will flush tomato red...
some of my friends are like that like LV and GUCCi..
dont worry guys...
i understand that feeling cause i too once had been like that...
love is a war,a battle...
but...
love is sometimes wonderful..
so...
what do you think love really is??
LE SPORTSAC
but..
sometimes is painful and hurtful...
everbody will always fall in love with someone or have a crush...
but...
when the person you love had a girlfriend...
whats worst is that his girlfriend is your friend...
is kind of ironic...dont you think??
another situation is...
for example...
you are obses with the person you fall in love with(for example me)
everday you got to see him and talk to him...a maniac...
another situation is...
you love the guy...but you dont dare to look at him...face to face..or even from afar
i guess some people are like that...because when you look at the guy,you heart beats as fast as a rocket and you face will flush tomato red...
some of my friends are like that like LV and GUCCi..
dont worry guys...
i understand that feeling cause i too once had been like that...
love is a war,a battle...
but...
love is sometimes wonderful..
so...
what do you think love really is??
LE SPORTSAC
2009年8月3日星期一
2009年8月2日星期日
伤还是兴？
我今天终以从gucci那里得到我要的答案...
在那时候我感到十分高兴...
但突然间...
我在某个地方听到有人讲那个人已经有喜欢的人...
我还听到他们说是他主动跟别的女生告白的...
我听完了后...
我不懂要怎样跟gucci讲这件事...
当...
我想要告诉她的时候...
她竟然已经懂了...
我看她的表情好像很失望...
也说一些"我会忘记他"的话...
在那时我都不懂要怎样安慰她...
但...还是算了...
我没去跟她讲这样多了...
也不想讲了...
怕她伤心...
你觉得这是伤还是兴呢？
我觉得是伤比较多...
竟然兴的事也是有...
但...
伤会比较多...
gucci你不要伤心...
因为我们会陪你的...
还有什么伤心事要讲出来...
我们会一起承担和决绝的...
还有这不是只跟gucci讲...
Lv,Timberland和Le sportsac也是一样...
知道吗？
Billabong
在那时候我感到十分高兴...
但突然间...
我在某个地方听到有人讲那个人已经有喜欢的人...
我还听到他们说是他主动跟别的女生告白的...
我听完了后...
我不懂要怎样跟gucci讲这件事...
当...
我想要告诉她的时候...
她竟然已经懂了...
我看她的表情好像很失望...
也说一些"我会忘记他"的话...
在那时我都不懂要怎样安慰她...
但...还是算了...
我没去跟她讲这样多了...
也不想讲了...
怕她伤心...
你觉得这是伤还是兴呢？
我觉得是伤比较多...
竟然兴的事也是有...
但...
伤会比较多...
gucci你不要伤心...
因为我们会陪你的...
还有什么伤心事要讲出来...
我们会一起承担和决绝的...
还有这不是只跟gucci讲...
Lv,Timberland和Le sportsac也是一样...
知道吗？
Billabong
2009年8月1日星期六
Sorry I can't help you...
Today,
I view billabong's log when she was still typing uncompleted,
I wasn't with her,I connect to blogspot at somewhere with wi-fi,I'm with LeSportsac and LV...
We just guessing wheathershe got really post up a blog about today...
Because she realize gucci got a complicated relationship with some one,
When the beginning,I open blogspot setting in English...
Then I signed in next time after half hour,
I saw the languege have been set to mandarin,
Then I realize that billabong was posting her blog,
We press"view"at her new post,
She was talking about what happen today...(pls view billabong's latest blog before this)
She scare that we didn't treat her as a part of member in our friendship...
I don't wish to lied on her,but that's my promise to gucci,so I cannot tell her...yet!
I also just knew it from last Monday,
Maybe she though you will not be interest with this kind of things,
But surprising me that you are...
Because I never knew that you will talk about this kind of conversation...
She just shock,
I think she will tell you sooner...
Just calculate how long she settle down her shock...haha...
Yesterday billabong been invite to join a camping trip with school,
She didn't want to go,saying that will be boring at there...
Today she gave the form and a letter with her father's signature to teacher for saying that she will having a competition on that date...
Then teacher transfer to another students in our class,
We don't wish to lied on her
Just because that's a promise on gucci from us...
I can't broke out a promise with just only pass two weeks ago...
You are a part of our best friend...
So no worry...
And LeSportsac too,she will know it some day...
Timberland
I view billabong's log when she was still typing uncompleted,
I wasn't with her,I connect to blogspot at somewhere with wi-fi,I'm with LeSportsac and LV...
We just guessing wheathershe got really post up a blog about today...
Because she realize gucci got a complicated relationship with some one,
When the beginning,I open blogspot setting in English...
Then I signed in next time after half hour,
I saw the languege have been set to mandarin,
Then I realize that billabong was posting her blog,
We press"view"at her new post,
She was talking about what happen today...(pls view billabong's latest blog before this)
She scare that we didn't treat her as a part of member in our friendship...
I don't wish to lied on her,but that's my promise to gucci,so I cannot tell her...yet!
I also just knew it from last Monday,
Maybe she though you will not be interest with this kind of things,
But surprising me that you are...
Because I never knew that you will talk about this kind of conversation...
She just shock,
I think she will tell you sooner...
Just calculate how long she settle down her shock...haha...
Yesterday billabong been invite to join a camping trip with school,
She didn't want to go,saying that will be boring at there...
Today she gave the form and a letter with her father's signature to teacher for saying that she will having a competition on that date...
Then teacher transfer to another students in our class,
We don't wish to lied on her
Just because that's a promise on gucci from us...
I can't broke out a promise with just only pass two weeks ago...
You are a part of our best friend...
So no worry...
And LeSportsac too,she will know it some day...
Timberland
2009年7月31日星期五
friends..what are they exactly??
this has been going inside my head for a long time..
what is the meaning of frens??
are they a companion who is always beside u when u need them?
or..
are they jus a fren who just used u for their benefit??a tool to them??
or..
a person who treats u as one of their family??
i dont know..
what u guys think about this??
its been a blur to me now,
cause my frens who are so called my bestest frens(in the past)sometime dont really treat me like one of their frens..
sometimes when i try to speak to them..no one bother or listen,
so i'm always been throwed to one side,with no one beside me,only my shadow..
it is weird sometimes..
one day they chat with me..the next day i was throwed into a corner again..
its this a weird routine going on?
do they just suddenly chat with me and the following day,they just ignore me,
it was hard to get used to it and i know i hate it..
its was like am a torch light or a siloutte..
so everytime i was alone..minding my own bussiness..
soon i became acustom to being alone,
but sometimes there was like a sword that kept reching towards my heart when i looked at my frens,chatting,laughing and having fun with each other..
it was hurtful by looking at them..
i always thought i will always be alone with no frens with me..
i accepted a long time ago..
but..
now i'm very happy and glad that GOD has given some wonderful frens who is always there when i need em..that i can count on..who help me and care for me..
i was always filled with joy and happiness when am with them..
those frens are..
Gucci,Billabong,Timberland, and LV..
thx guys!!u guys are the most wonderful things that had happen to me..
I LUV U GUYS!!(dont worry i'm not lasbian)lol,
because of all of u,i finally realise what frens really are..
they are people who u can count on,those who wont betray u,those who care about u,
and also those who luv u and treats u as a real fren..
there many more i want to say but i stop here for today..
frens are important..without them who knows what will happen to u..
LE SPORTSAC
what is the meaning of frens??
are they a companion who is always beside u when u need them?
or..
are they jus a fren who just used u for their benefit??a tool to them??
or..
a person who treats u as one of their family??
i dont know..
what u guys think about this??
its been a blur to me now,
cause my frens who are so called my bestest frens(in the past)sometime dont really treat me like one of their frens..
sometimes when i try to speak to them..no one bother or listen,
so i'm always been throwed to one side,with no one beside me,only my shadow..
it is weird sometimes..
one day they chat with me..the next day i was throwed into a corner again..
its this a weird routine going on?
do they just suddenly chat with me and the following day,they just ignore me,
it was hard to get used to it and i know i hate it..
its was like am a torch light or a siloutte..
so everytime i was alone..minding my own bussiness..
soon i became acustom to being alone,
but sometimes there was like a sword that kept reching towards my heart when i looked at my frens,chatting,laughing and having fun with each other..
it was hurtful by looking at them..
i always thought i will always be alone with no frens with me..
i accepted a long time ago..
but..
now i'm very happy and glad that GOD has given some wonderful frens who is always there when i need em..that i can count on..who help me and care for me..
i was always filled with joy and happiness when am with them..
those frens are..
Gucci,Billabong,Timberland, and LV..
thx guys!!u guys are the most wonderful things that had happen to me..
I LUV U GUYS!!(dont worry i'm not lasbian)lol,
because of all of u,i finally realise what frens really are..
they are people who u can count on,those who wont betray u,those who care about u,
and also those who luv u and treats u as a real fren..
there many more i want to say but i stop here for today..
frens are important..without them who knows what will happen to u..
LE SPORTSAC
friends
i feel unlucky i have a bad friends..
i think they all won't do bad thing 4 me
but they also do it...
i also think when i not same class v them
our friendship wil stil have
but now i feel our friendship is finish already
i always ask u(T.Y.Y) wait 4 me when rehat time
but u never wait 4 me..
u let me 1 people rehat....
did u know how the feeling when u rehat time is 1 people...
the feeling is not good..
when ur friend(T.L.Y)never come to skul
only u wil find me to rehat v u
u feel me is who...ur toys(sorry i'm not ur toys)
i feel stupid 4 my ownself
y always u all do this unhappy things 4 me
i can forgive u all....i'm a stupid person..
now right i meet my new friend
they are LV,BILLABONG,TIMBERLAND,LE SPORTSAC
i feel happy when i meet them
n feel happy have this good & friendly friend....
sure now i know u all saw me got friend already
only wan 2 find me back v u all....
i really don't know wat u all think about it....
pls stop this game i feel tired liao..
always i'm sad u all don't know bcs i keep it in my heart
pls don't hurt me...i really don't like this feeling...
don't know how 2 say u all liao
i really really feel tired liao....
always i think back i sure wil cry but u all cant feel it..
i really feel happy i got my good friends now(secret receipe)...
pls don't hurt me like they all do it..
friendship forever secret receipe....
thx for u all secret receipe...muackss...hehehe
i hope i can always be happy..
n also hope my friends(secret receipe)can happy forever.....
i wish u all...
gucci
i think they all won't do bad thing 4 me
but they also do it...
i also think when i not same class v them
our friendship wil stil have
but now i feel our friendship is finish already
i always ask u(T.Y.Y) wait 4 me when rehat time
but u never wait 4 me..
u let me 1 people rehat....
did u know how the feeling when u rehat time is 1 people...
the feeling is not good..
when ur friend(T.L.Y)never come to skul
only u wil find me to rehat v u
u feel me is who...ur toys(sorry i'm not ur toys)
i feel stupid 4 my ownself
y always u all do this unhappy things 4 me
i can forgive u all....i'm a stupid person..
now right i meet my new friend
they are LV,BILLABONG,TIMBERLAND,LE SPORTSAC
i feel happy when i meet them
n feel happy have this good & friendly friend....
sure now i know u all saw me got friend already
only wan 2 find me back v u all....
i really don't know wat u all think about it....
pls stop this game i feel tired liao..
always i'm sad u all don't know bcs i keep it in my heart
pls don't hurt me...i really don't like this feeling...
don't know how 2 say u all liao
i really really feel tired liao....
always i think back i sure wil cry but u all cant feel it..
i really feel happy i got my good friends now(secret receipe)...
pls don't hurt me like they all do it..
friendship forever secret receipe....
thx for u all secret receipe...muackss...hehehe
i hope i can always be happy..
n also hope my friends(secret receipe)can happy forever.....
i wish u all...
gucci
after a thousand nights
I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I'm wandering aimlessly within this repetition
And the answer I found is only one; that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the person I love
Do you love me? Do you not love me?
As for things like that, it's fine either way
No matter how much I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That's right, and simply the reality which says that I love you
Is the truth because it can't be changed by anybody.
I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell you
There's something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I'm wandering aimlessly within this repetition
And the answer I found is only one; that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the person I love
Putting these feelings into words is such a scary thing
But I'll say "I love you" to the person I love
In this wide world, I can't express the joy of encountering you with words very well huh...
That's why we smile,
And sing do-re-mi in the autumn filled with vivid colors
With winter at our backs, waiting for the sunlight shining through the leaves in spring
To become born anew, in a way that we're able to protect someone
When I turn back at the road I came from and the way ahead, I always had the eyes of a coward
I want to face you, but I can't be honest
As for the days I repeated not being able to straightforwardly love the other,
I hated being alone
The me of that day seemed to love in a uninjured way.
Even if these feelings aren't returned, saying "I love you" to the person you love
That is the most beautiful thing in the world
LE SPORTSAC
I'm wandering aimlessly within this repetition
And the answer I found is only one; that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the person I love
Do you love me? Do you not love me?
As for things like that, it's fine either way
No matter how much I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That's right, and simply the reality which says that I love you
Is the truth because it can't be changed by anybody.
I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell you
There's something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don't seem to love me
I'm wandering aimlessly within this repetition
And the answer I found is only one; that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I'll say "I love you" to the person I love
Putting these feelings into words is such a scary thing
But I'll say "I love you" to the person I love
In this wide world, I can't express the joy of encountering you with words very well huh...
That's why we smile,
And sing do-re-mi in the autumn filled with vivid colors
With winter at our backs, waiting for the sunlight shining through the leaves in spring
To become born anew, in a way that we're able to protect someone
When I turn back at the road I came from and the way ahead, I always had the eyes of a coward
I want to face you, but I can't be honest
As for the days I repeated not being able to straightforwardly love the other,
I hated being alone
The me of that day seemed to love in a uninjured way.
Even if these feelings aren't returned, saying "I love you" to the person you love
That is the most beautiful thing in the world
LE SPORTSAC
2009年7月30日星期四
今天所发生的事情是好还是坏呢？
今天我在学校竟然发现了一件事...
那就是...
知道gucci有喜欢的人了...
呵呵...
我是不是很坏...^^
因为知道我的好友有喜欢的人，我就觉得很高兴...
我自己也不懂为什么这样高兴...
当我知道的时候，我就一直去问她，他叫什么名字,又问她，他长得怎样啦等等...
但...
她一直都不要讲给我听...
她不要讲给我听也是有她的理由...
因为她很害羞...
在那个时候她整个脸都红起来了...
真的是可爱极了...
哈哈...
我觉得我还变态...^^
可是...
这件事不只是我一个知道...
Lv和Timberland比我还要早知道...
其实我会知道这件事是我无意间在她们的谈话中听到的这件事的...
我觉得...
如果在那时候我没听到的话...
我可能到以后也不懂这件事情...
因为她们一定不会告诉我的...
我认为不只是这件事而已...
我觉得还有很多事也瞒着我，不跟我说...
我其实很想知道她们为什么要瞒着...
为什么不要跟我讲...
我真的很想知道...
因为我感觉我好像不是她们的一分子...
其实不只是我只是我一个罢了...
Le sportsac也是跟我一样...
但...
我到现在都没去问她们到底是为什么...
因为...
我觉得她们有自己的烦恼吧...
不想再连累我们吧...
还有就是如果她们要讲给我和Le Sportsac的话...
她们一定会讲的...
所以我们选择等待...
慢慢的等待...
她们总有一天一定会讲的...
等待的时间也一定不会很久...
如果她们当我们是好朋友，好伙伴的话...
呵呵...
写完了咯...
观众们,如果是你们的话，你们觉得今天所发生的事情是好还是坏呢？
我很想知道答案...
因为这个问题我根本答不出...
可能是有好也有坏吧...
一半一半啦...
你说是吗？^^
Billabong
那就是...
知道gucci有喜欢的人了...
呵呵...
我是不是很坏...^^
因为知道我的好友有喜欢的人，我就觉得很高兴...
我自己也不懂为什么这样高兴...
当我知道的时候，我就一直去问她，他叫什么名字,又问她，他长得怎样啦等等...
但...
她一直都不要讲给我听...
她不要讲给我听也是有她的理由...
因为她很害羞...
在那个时候她整个脸都红起来了...
真的是可爱极了...
哈哈...
我觉得我还变态...^^
可是...
这件事不只是我一个知道...
Lv和Timberland比我还要早知道...
其实我会知道这件事是我无意间在她们的谈话中听到的这件事的...
我觉得...
如果在那时候我没听到的话...
我可能到以后也不懂这件事情...
因为她们一定不会告诉我的...
我认为不只是这件事而已...
我觉得还有很多事也瞒着我，不跟我说...
我其实很想知道她们为什么要瞒着...
为什么不要跟我讲...
我真的很想知道...
因为我感觉我好像不是她们的一分子...
其实不只是我只是我一个罢了...
Le sportsac也是跟我一样...
但...
我到现在都没去问她们到底是为什么...
因为...
我觉得她们有自己的烦恼吧...
不想再连累我们吧...
还有就是如果她们要讲给我和Le Sportsac的话...
她们一定会讲的...
所以我们选择等待...
慢慢的等待...
她们总有一天一定会讲的...
等待的时间也一定不会很久...
如果她们当我们是好朋友，好伙伴的话...
呵呵...
写完了咯...
观众们,如果是你们的话，你们觉得今天所发生的事情是好还是坏呢？
我很想知道答案...
因为这个问题我根本答不出...
可能是有好也有坏吧...
一半一半啦...
你说是吗？^^
Billabong
2009年7月29日星期三
Friendship forever...
There's no day that won't break,
Even if darkness surrounds it heartlessly,
While I'm still incomplete, I'll slash it apart,
There's no day that won't end,
Even if I'm worried about the absurdity of today,
The flame of my chest is here and it doesn't seem to extinguish...
I live within the fire,
I'll overcome that wall...
Say goodbye to the uncomfortable days
And go confirm that meaning...
A long journey is waiting, we'll vow to each other
Defy the time that sleeps at the edge of the flickering heavens, and advance to it...
Even if an inextinguishable fire dances,
Even if I get lost in the darkness and writhe in agony due to tomorrow's infinity...
The wheel of life continues
Our existence is our steel
Now I'll put wings on things that I want to protect
And go recover my dignity
We'll combine this moment on the long journey
And go answer that it's the ability to jump and fly from the gravity of destiny
At the end of our long journey, we'll meet again
And I'll shine and advance to the moment coming around, when the sea of clouds and tears clear away...
Friendship forever...
Timberland
Even if darkness surrounds it heartlessly,
While I'm still incomplete, I'll slash it apart,
There's no day that won't end,
Even if I'm worried about the absurdity of today,
The flame of my chest is here and it doesn't seem to extinguish...
I live within the fire,
I'll overcome that wall...
Say goodbye to the uncomfortable days
And go confirm that meaning...
A long journey is waiting, we'll vow to each other
Defy the time that sleeps at the edge of the flickering heavens, and advance to it...
Even if an inextinguishable fire dances,
Even if I get lost in the darkness and writhe in agony due to tomorrow's infinity...
The wheel of life continues
Our existence is our steel
Now I'll put wings on things that I want to protect
And go recover my dignity
We'll combine this moment on the long journey
And go answer that it's the ability to jump and fly from the gravity of destiny
At the end of our long journey, we'll meet again
And I'll shine and advance to the moment coming around, when the sea of clouds and tears clear away...
Friendship forever...
Timberland
不守信用的朋友
那天早上...
是☃说要去7-11找她的男朋友...
我和☠陪她去...到了那边,我们找不到他...
原本打算回学校...
哪里知道...
你们却说要去'喝茶'...
ok...我让你们去...
是你们自己答应我说会在8点之前回来...
是你们自己亲口答应我的...
可是到最后你们却没有守承若回来学校...
害我在学校傻傻地等你们回来...
那天我一个人下课...
你们知道吗...?
一个人在走廊走来走去...
这种感觉真的很难受...
放学了...
你们却好像若无其事地走来...
隔天, ☠叫❀来跟我讲sorry...
来跟我解释昨天的事情...
原本我打算原谅☠...
哪里知道☠叫❀来跟我讲说其实昨天不是你要pt的,是☃说要陪她男朋友不想去学校...所以你才会陪☃去...还说你不可能让她一个人在那边...
难道你就可以丢我一个人在学校吗...
我告诉你...这只是一个借口,不是理由...
你是一个很自私的人...
你可以为了自己而把责任丢给别人...
到了放学,☃告诉我...其实那天你自己也是要留在那边...不是☃叫你陪她...
这令我很生气...
每一次我要原谅你时,你每都弄一些东西出来让我生气...让我觉得厌烦...
是你让我们的关系变成这样的...
我们还是'从朋友变成陌生人'...
这或许对我们都好...
Lv
是☃说要去7-11找她的男朋友...
我和☠陪她去...到了那边,我们找不到他...
原本打算回学校...
哪里知道...
你们却说要去'喝茶'...
ok...我让你们去...
是你们自己答应我说会在8点之前回来...
是你们自己亲口答应我的...
可是到最后你们却没有守承若回来学校...
害我在学校傻傻地等你们回来...
那天我一个人下课...
你们知道吗...?
一个人在走廊走来走去...
这种感觉真的很难受...
放学了...
你们却好像若无其事地走来...
隔天, ☠叫❀来跟我讲sorry...
来跟我解释昨天的事情...
原本我打算原谅☠...
哪里知道☠叫❀来跟我讲说其实昨天不是你要pt的,是☃说要陪她男朋友不想去学校...所以你才会陪☃去...还说你不可能让她一个人在那边...
难道你就可以丢我一个人在学校吗...
我告诉你...这只是一个借口,不是理由...
你是一个很自私的人...
你可以为了自己而把责任丢给别人...
到了放学,☃告诉我...其实那天你自己也是要留在那边...不是☃叫你陪她...
这令我很生气...
每一次我要原谅你时,你每都弄一些东西出来让我生气...让我觉得厌烦...
是你让我们的关系变成这样的...
我们还是'从朋友变成陌生人'...
这或许对我们都好...
Lv
2009年7月28日星期二
Afternoon tea
A fine day for an afternoon tea...
A fine day to relax and also a day to be fun...
Lonely when we aren't standing with our friends...
I'm alone when I don't know you all,
I won't recognize you all if I wasn't alone...
So when i'm alone,I will always remember you all...
Do you like something to drink?
A cup of Toffy Latté and a slice of short cake for each at the afternoon,isn't start promote a new cup of drink?maybe we can also try a cup of royal coffee for taking time in our conversation...
Listening to the sound blowing wind,the voice from birds that jumping at the field,dancing.
Hope there's no rain today,it will ruining this lovely afternoon...
As same as friendship,hoping that nothing would ruining this friendly friendship...
Would you like another cup of drink?
Timberland
A fine day to relax and also a day to be fun...
Lonely when we aren't standing with our friends...
I'm alone when I don't know you all,
I won't recognize you all if I wasn't alone...
So when i'm alone,I will always remember you all...
Do you like something to drink?
A cup of Toffy Latté and a slice of short cake for each at the afternoon,isn't start promote a new cup of drink?maybe we can also try a cup of royal coffee for taking time in our conversation...
Listening to the sound blowing wind,the voice from birds that jumping at the field,dancing.
Hope there's no rain today,it will ruining this lovely afternoon...
As same as friendship,hoping that nothing would ruining this friendly friendship...
Would you like another cup of drink?
Timberland
朋友到底是什么？
你...
认为朋友是怎样的呢？
我以前一直认为朋友是人们最好的伙伴...
但...
在这几年我竟然发现朋友只是...
其实讲真的我这几年来都不懂朋友到底是什么了...
因为我这几年所认识的朋友都好像当我是东西这样...
要我的时候就来找我...
不要我的时候就把我当透明人这样丢在一旁...
简直就像东西一样丢来丢去的...
我竟然很想讲他们...
但...
讲了也是白费...
又引起他们的火气反咬一口...
我简直跟他们牛头不对马嘴...
这样的人还叫朋友吗？
这样的人还叫伙伴吗？
我自己都不懂了...
朋友到底是什么...
但...
我现在也是有几位朋友是我在这几年较到就好的朋友和伙伴...
在我困难的时候会来帮我...
在我心情最不好的时候会来安慰我...
在我感到很孤单的时候会来陪我...
在我感到寂寞的时候就会来找我聊天...
所以我现在真的很高兴和感谢神在我不懂要怎样面对问题的时候献给了我...
虽然我还是不懂朋友是什么...
但...
我真希望这个答案会是从这几位朋友的身边找到的...
这几位朋友是Lv,Gucci,Timberland and Le sportsac...
Billabong
认为朋友是怎样的呢？
我以前一直认为朋友是人们最好的伙伴...
但...
在这几年我竟然发现朋友只是...
其实讲真的我这几年来都不懂朋友到底是什么了...
因为我这几年所认识的朋友都好像当我是东西这样...
要我的时候就来找我...
不要我的时候就把我当透明人这样丢在一旁...
简直就像东西一样丢来丢去的...
我竟然很想讲他们...
但...
讲了也是白费...
又引起他们的火气反咬一口...
我简直跟他们牛头不对马嘴...
这样的人还叫朋友吗？
这样的人还叫伙伴吗？
我自己都不懂了...
朋友到底是什么...
但...
我现在也是有几位朋友是我在这几年较到就好的朋友和伙伴...
在我困难的时候会来帮我...
在我心情最不好的时候会来安慰我...
在我感到很孤单的时候会来陪我...
在我感到寂寞的时候就会来找我聊天...
所以我现在真的很高兴和感谢神在我不懂要怎样面对问题的时候献给了我...
虽然我还是不懂朋友是什么...
但...
我真希望这个答案会是从这几位朋友的身边找到的...
这几位朋友是Lv,Gucci,Timberland and Le sportsac...
Billabong
I didn't regret...
I never realize there are many other friends except my best friend,never notice that leaving her will be more happy,I only think that I don't wish to leave her...
But I never ever realize that she will leave me,alone...
Some friends...
She's the one I like most...
But she left as I was in the midder of road...
The road that you didn't see anything in the sky when you're looking up...cloud that black in colour,seeing nothing infront your eyes...
Just tears...
She had left me,I still think she was just kidding,angry for just a few days and then get back together again...
But...
She didn't...
I been fooling myself for half year and more...
Half year later I was being invite by her for a movie...
I though I have the chance to know the true from her,why she left me...why she picking the time like that...
But she was just wanted to get close to know what I'm doing now and maybe finding some gossip or whatever to talk about it...
The tears pours out...
Am I thinking too much of it,I think so...
The month before our big test was going to start...
I had been hurt by her...deep...
I was crying and begging for her to forgive me what I had did...
She didn't want to look straight to me...
When her friend (they were my friends,before) said a word "don't" I been hunt down...
She turn away,with them who called themselves FRIENDS...
I also tried to phone her,she told me not to disturb her because she was prepare for her test...
Was that my fate...
She was disturbing me at the time like that,and I am only allow to shut my mouth up on her...?!
What a ridiculous plan was that...
Well...
Now that I only realize there are many friends beside me...
I am happy...
All my friends may have been hurt by their friend before,
Suffer and hide the pain...
Maybe just a few of us,but I'm happy they are my friends...
Better than just sticking with the only friend,I like the feeling of freedom much...
I'm happy I have them...
I also been happy when I'm with her,although now we had brake up...
Thank you all...my friends...
Members of secret5recipe ...
Timberland
But I never ever realize that she will leave me,alone...
Some friends...
She's the one I like most...
But she left as I was in the midder of road...
The road that you didn't see anything in the sky when you're looking up...cloud that black in colour,seeing nothing infront your eyes...
Just tears...
She had left me,I still think she was just kidding,angry for just a few days and then get back together again...
But...
She didn't...
I been fooling myself for half year and more...
Half year later I was being invite by her for a movie...
I though I have the chance to know the true from her,why she left me...why she picking the time like that...
But she was just wanted to get close to know what I'm doing now and maybe finding some gossip or whatever to talk about it...
The tears pours out...
Am I thinking too much of it,I think so...
The month before our big test was going to start...
I had been hurt by her...deep...
I was crying and begging for her to forgive me what I had did...
She didn't want to look straight to me...
When her friend (they were my friends,before) said a word "don't" I been hunt down...
She turn away,with them who called themselves FRIENDS...
I also tried to phone her,she told me not to disturb her because she was prepare for her test...
Was that my fate...
She was disturbing me at the time like that,and I am only allow to shut my mouth up on her...?!
What a ridiculous plan was that...
Well...
Now that I only realize there are many friends beside me...
I am happy...
All my friends may have been hurt by their friend before,
Suffer and hide the pain...
Maybe just a few of us,but I'm happy they are my friends...
Better than just sticking with the only friend,I like the feeling of freedom much...
I'm happy I have them...
I also been happy when I'm with her,although now we had brake up...
Thank you all...my friends...
Members of secret5recipe ...
Timberland
2009年7月23日星期四
The war of friendship
At 1/8/2008,
That was the war world First in my life,
I always think that I was the most luckiest person in the world,
Because I have a bunch of friends,at 2007.
I was happy because I had them,
The same meaning as time flies when happy moment...
When the relation of me and my friends became closer,happen the same act when god trying to vanquish human because the reason human had evil in earth,
But...I'm the only person...
It was a very terrible memory for me,
I have been gossip that I had a complicated relationship with a boy,
But that was just gossip,why can't any one believe me!!!
I don't like him and I was regretable that I know him,if I wasn't being a friend to him,
Maybe I would never had that war world in my life,
Because of him,I had frost on her,I didn't even spoke with her whole day,that's why she left me...
When can time runs back?
If I have a second chance to done it right,
I won't give up...
Times flies,almost going to pass a year since we had that fight,
In the beginning,I was just having a fight with her,
Then don't know why my other friends also started to frost at me,too weird...
Then she SMS me said that her friend say to her that I scold them...
DAMN IT...I didn't even spoke to them how could I scold them,I didn't even know when was the last time I talk with them...
I knew,I knew my friend wanted to grap my best friend from me,
I asked her before,she said didn't,I realize how could she tell the true to me,
Now she done it,she got my best friend,she got my other friends and others,I have nothing left...
Then I met new friends at 2009...
now I realize that I much liked my friend at this year,
I don't wish to lost it again,
Not anymore...
Timberland
That was the war world First in my life,
I always think that I was the most luckiest person in the world,
Because I have a bunch of friends,at 2007.
I was happy because I had them,
The same meaning as time flies when happy moment...
When the relation of me and my friends became closer,happen the same act when god trying to vanquish human because the reason human had evil in earth,
But...I'm the only person...
It was a very terrible memory for me,
I have been gossip that I had a complicated relationship with a boy,
But that was just gossip,why can't any one believe me!!!
I don't like him and I was regretable that I know him,if I wasn't being a friend to him,
Maybe I would never had that war world in my life,
Because of him,I had frost on her,I didn't even spoke with her whole day,that's why she left me...
When can time runs back?
If I have a second chance to done it right,
I won't give up...
Times flies,almost going to pass a year since we had that fight,
In the beginning,I was just having a fight with her,
Then don't know why my other friends also started to frost at me,too weird...
Then she SMS me said that her friend say to her that I scold them...
DAMN IT...I didn't even spoke to them how could I scold them,I didn't even know when was the last time I talk with them...
I knew,I knew my friend wanted to grap my best friend from me,
I asked her before,she said didn't,I realize how could she tell the true to me,
Now she done it,she got my best friend,she got my other friends and others,I have nothing left...
Then I met new friends at 2009...
now I realize that I much liked my friend at this year,
I don't wish to lost it again,
Not anymore...
Timberland
2009年7月15日星期三
Today,I so happy...cause today I went to jj with Timberland,Nicci,Gucci,An An and kaa hoo...
Yeah...this is the first time I go out with my friends,
We went to GreenBox ktv and we also went to cinema for movie,we watched HARRY POTTER and THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE...that movie very nice loh...I like it....
Haha...but got people cannot go also...like the 's.m.k batu unjur dog'...haha...and LE SPORTSAC...
Hoping that we can go out again,
Next time more fun...
LV
Yeah...this is the first time I go out with my friends,
We went to GreenBox ktv and we also went to cinema for movie,we watched HARRY POTTER and THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE...that movie very nice loh...I like it....
Haha...but got people cannot go also...like the 's.m.k batu unjur dog'...haha...and LE SPORTSAC...
Hoping that we can go out again,
Next time more fun...
LV
The friend that I wish her to know the true and forgive me
On a world in my heart,
I can't find a friend like you,
when I have finally found you,
I have the best friendship in my life,
but you have left me...
Because of the gossip from the others,
I have fun,when I'm with you...
But I haven't notice that we will be ending like this,
if I have that chance to let you trust me what I had say is true,
I will do it...
But after the new year have came,
you didn't even trust me even I had told you,
I think that that's the end for us,
because the friend that I recognize at the beginning,
have change...
Change of heart,kindness, and also emotion.
I had enough of it...
Please gone from my mind,
the friend that I knew have been eat by the new her,
so I begin for trying to abandon this friend,
Now that she also like to tell the others of my friend,
about gossip of me...
May the pain that I have suffer would let go...
丝...I wish you can forgive me...
Timberland
I can't find a friend like you,
when I have finally found you,
I have the best friendship in my life,
but you have left me...
Because of the gossip from the others,
I have fun,when I'm with you...
But I haven't notice that we will be ending like this,
if I have that chance to let you trust me what I had say is true,
I will do it...
But after the new year have came,
you didn't even trust me even I had told you,
I think that that's the end for us,
because the friend that I recognize at the beginning,
have change...
Change of heart,kindness, and also emotion.
I had enough of it...
Please gone from my mind,
the friend that I knew have been eat by the new her,
so I begin for trying to abandon this friend,
Now that she also like to tell the others of my friend,
about gossip of me...
May the pain that I have suffer would let go...
丝...I wish you can forgive me...
Timberland
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