No now

I don't really like boys right now, I think now still not a right time, but I just know my target...must know well in musician, like piano or violin, something like this, don't know when will suddenly appear...
But to me, I think i'm still too young, so I don't wish to separate with my friend, they will just be my side once in a life time, if I did something that will let me regret... I won't ever forgive myself...

Finally I get rid of some stone, I didn't think much for now...
This year end test, is damn hard ! But I can 51% sure I maybe still will be in the same class next year...
Still with "secret recipe" ...
Hope there's nothing will interrupt me next year,
I felt lucky I'm in this class, that's my chance to let go many many many of the pressure that hanging around me, I cannot go other upper class or lower class, because the trouble maker are separated at all the class, still one class they didn't in... The last, well... They didn't at there but why do I ! So I didn't excape from two person that I hate but same class with me, I had accept my fate, and now are them, I will not same class with them next year... Maybe will, but make sure I am still at the first class...don't drop...

I will feel freedom when our exam have pass, happy... I usually like exam before, but I didn't like them since PMR, I think that's because I start concertrate in my exam now...
Tired now... And get ill always...
But I think just because I try many tricks to see the answer so tired... Haha...

Timberland