Afriad of the second time

A fool, I always said it to myself,
Eventually, I was just a doll,
To do what my master order...
Yesterday,LV told me that my x-best friend said that I already change my attitude,
Said that I have change to the attitude that she first met me,
First,i'm not so sure what LV saying,
I thought I heard wrong,
Then I request a second time for me to sure that I didn't heard wrong,
She repeat again,and added some word this time,for let me sure with myself,
I got shock,don't know what to said,
But I told to LV,there's some chances that we can be friend again,
But I didn't have faith on it again,
Not no again,but afriad to be again...
April,I have been told by my friend that she will accept me again,we did go out together,but a little bore too...haha...
I thought we just shame to talk to each other,but she told my friend what I do that day and also my unmanner...
Just because I don't want her to be shame,so I started myself,let the air around us to change a bit,
But turned out becoming my unmannerly...
What a shame,when I heard my friend said to me,
And my friend also said out some secret between them,
My friend said that actually she is been demand by her to seek on me,like a spy...what I have done,she will report to her,when I heard out,my tears are trying to fall out,
But my friend gave me her word,
She promise that she will not tell her something about me anymore,
And promise that she will not abondon me,
When first,I was like on the inter abyss...
But time has wash it away,
Now that LV told me about this,
Just I thought out,
Enough for me to care for now,
Don't let other to distract what is on your mind,
That's why I'm afriad to happy that what she had said,
Because I scare to have the second time,
Well,nevermind at all,
I just been told that I have change,
But not been told that we will be friend anymore,
I don't have to worried much now...
That's on my mind now...

Timberland