Today I tell some story to my mother,
About last year how I felt bad...
when I started,I feel nothing,just remind me that I have part of that life in my memories,
But after I still in half part,
It wasn't the good part,
And I heard a music play by violet,
My eyes start pour out tears,
I just don't know why!
I already told myself I would never cry for this ridiculous subject anymore,
But why I am still...?
Why can't I let it go?
After I stop crying,I went to the stereo and hit the next button,
And I reach to toilet's mirror,look in myself and I told myself everything will be fine,
Don't I care about the past,care for present,don't worrying the future now,
Everything will be fine,no more fight...
And no one is using me any more...
I feeling more freedom now,
No more (symt) no more (GT4),
Before form 4,I had the friendship that didn't trust in their friend,
Using their friend,I didn't understand what's the meaning of "using",
I thought was support and depends on each other,
Example of I'm ill,I want my friend to help me do something at school,
Now I think of course they will tell other friends that I like to use friends,
When they copying my answers in examination,I thought that was helping each other only,
But when my sister recognize I gave away my answers to my friend,
She scold me that they are using me,
Because giving answer to others only me,and she asked me why I donated marks to others,
I just said the question I ask them,they also don't know,so no used I get answer from them...my sister just sigh and turn away...
Am I wrong?I thought I wasn't...
But I was wrong...
After they found out my best friend's result was better,
They start abondon me...
I tried to tell my friend that they are using me and now is you,
She told me they treated her well,
They just wanted to pass in their exam,
And hoping that don't I continue say their gossip...
Well I know that's not gossip,coz I been through it,so I know...
She just saying nothing...
Till that,
Best friend is no more for us...
I met 3 friends in form 2,+me=4 ppl,
We separated to 2 groups when form 3,
And alpha group joined with two more friend,
Me and my best friend are the beta group,we also joined in new friend,
But form 4 we all have fight with each other...
4 person separated to 4 different class...
My mum ask me,
How am I now?in present...
I said freedom,more happy than past,
She ask me again,
What's the different?
Got friends talk to me anytime,and some special feeling that I don't know how to say,
My mum told that not I can't let go the past,and also my x-best friend,
Is just some thing I haven't discover in my new friendship,want me don't be so rush,because the time we will be together,will be more...
The happy tears came out this time,I smile and have dinner with my mum...
Thx mum,I feel better now...
And thx to members of secret5recipe...
Timberland
2009年8月29日星期六
2009年8月25日星期二
如果我变成回忆
累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话地 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙
要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记
LV。。
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话地 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙
要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记
LV。。
2009年8月22日星期六
bordem..H1N1..
..sigh..today is so really really boring for me..
school holiday has started..
everyone is so happy and excited because school holiday already start..
but for me this whole school holiday will be dead boring for me..
why.??
is because of some reason..
one is that i cant see my friends..
guys..i already missed you already..hopefully i can handle it..
also i cant see him..
i wanted to planned to go to jj and to sing k or watch a movie..
but i cant..
is because of the H1NI..
many people had dead and many people had been effected by the virus..
i prayed and hope that all this will end..
GOD..please stop this virus from spreading and growing and killing people..
eventhough am not effected or sick..
i still have to stay at home..its so DAMN BORING!!
i dont know want to do but sleep..
my parents dont allow me to go out because of this deadly virus..
i know that they love and care about me..but i dont know what to do..
some of my friends next week are going to genting..
i wanted to go too to enjoy and have fun with them..
but i already know that 100 percent that my parents will say no..
and i was correct..
my father say its too dangerous for me and now there this H1N1..
i know that if my dad say no i already had no other options..
'he' also ask me to go to..but i told him i cant..
MAN!!if i can go..i will be so HAPPY..
sigh..but that just wont happen..
i hope that this virus will be stopped soon..
i dont want it to kill more people or spread especially to my dearest friends,my family and other people all over the world..
so guys dont take likely of this..be extremely careful..
LE SPORTSAC
school holiday has started..
everyone is so happy and excited because school holiday already start..
but for me this whole school holiday will be dead boring for me..
why.??
is because of some reason..
one is that i cant see my friends..
guys..i already missed you already..hopefully i can handle it..
also i cant see him..
i wanted to planned to go to jj and to sing k or watch a movie..
but i cant..
is because of the H1NI..
many people had dead and many people had been effected by the virus..
i prayed and hope that all this will end..
GOD..please stop this virus from spreading and growing and killing people..
eventhough am not effected or sick..
i still have to stay at home..its so DAMN BORING!!
i dont know want to do but sleep..
my parents dont allow me to go out because of this deadly virus..
i know that they love and care about me..but i dont know what to do..
some of my friends next week are going to genting..
i wanted to go too to enjoy and have fun with them..
but i already know that 100 percent that my parents will say no..
and i was correct..
my father say its too dangerous for me and now there this H1N1..
i know that if my dad say no i already had no other options..
'he' also ask me to go to..but i told him i cant..
MAN!!if i can go..i will be so HAPPY..
sigh..but that just wont happen..
i hope that this virus will be stopped soon..
i dont want it to kill more people or spread especially to my dearest friends,my family and other people all over the world..
so guys dont take likely of this..be extremely careful..
LE SPORTSAC
2009年8月21日星期五
[ごと秘密のめぬ]
Today I changed all my user name to secret5recipe...
Now all my other profile already changed to
[ごと秘密のめぬ~チムバレット]
I cannot put the [secret5recipe~timberland] on it,
Also because that I don't wish to show out the name
And also...
The system don't wish to accept my name...!!!
They say [secret5recipe~timberland] is too weird to be a name,
So I change to japanese...
The meaning that I wrote on it was (the 5's secret menu),
I was thinking that I should add menu to special menu leh...
Haha...
Izit special?!
The name after (the 5's secret menu) is my name...
Timberland!!! Hehe...
Haizz...yesterday I didn't go school so after school didn't go out with LV and LE SPORTSAC for lunch...
We plan to go shabu-shabu for lunch,
But I didn't attend...so sad leh...
But not to worry,
They say maybe will go again after holiday,
Because this time billabong also wan to go...
Hoping that next time I will attend...
Haha...I will I will...
Coz i already lost a chance going with LE SPORTSAC and LV...
What will I be eating at there?
Haha...I appreciate that will be fun...
Timberland
Now all my other profile already changed to
[ごと秘密のめぬ~チムバレット]
I cannot put the [secret5recipe~timberland] on it,
Also because that I don't wish to show out the name
And also...
The system don't wish to accept my name...!!!
They say [secret5recipe~timberland] is too weird to be a name,
So I change to japanese...
The meaning that I wrote on it was (the 5's secret menu),
I was thinking that I should add menu to special menu leh...
Haha...
Izit special?!
The name after (the 5's secret menu) is my name...
Timberland!!! Hehe...
Haizz...yesterday I didn't go school so after school didn't go out with LV and LE SPORTSAC for lunch...
We plan to go shabu-shabu for lunch,
But I didn't attend...so sad leh...
But not to worry,
They say maybe will go again after holiday,
Because this time billabong also wan to go...
Hoping that next time I will attend...
Haha...I will I will...
Coz i already lost a chance going with LE SPORTSAC and LV...
What will I be eating at there?
Haha...I appreciate that will be fun...
Timberland
i have no regrets
at first i thought that am going to make a big mistake..
i wanted to change class due to some reasons i have..
i was really lonely eventhough my class got the most people not to mention really really noisy..
usually when a teacher doesnt enter class i will go to other class cause i felt more comfortable when am with my real friends..
recess time i also go to otherw class and find them..
every time when i go to my friends class i felt more happy and alive..
but time flies when your having fun..
when i am in my class the only thing i felt is boredem,lonely,and noisy..
when i went to apply to change class i didnt tell anyone first..
cause am afraid they will be mad or something..
then one day i went down to my future class to ask one of my friends for the class timetable..
they're were alot of people ask here and there whether its true whether am changing class..
i just said who knows?..
then when i change class...the rumor spread to all the classes..
i was shocked cause there were many people whom i dont know,know me..
thats where i met gucci,billabong,timberland and LV..
they treated me better..no 100 times better than my last time friends treated me..
also some of my friends on that class also treat me very well even though sometime i became the victim of bullying...
but i was happy eventhough they play and bully me..
i guess is just because they notice,talked,help and comfort me when i need..
they are my true friends..
so guys dont regret the things you have done in the past..
dont kept feeling guilty or blaming yourself for the mistakes you have done..
just accept what you have done and just go through life..
look at the present and the future not the past..
you wont know want your missing if you kept looking back to the past..
no one can go back in time...
this world that GOD created is beautiful and magnificent..
also theres many new faces and experience..
dont forget it..
LE SPORTSAC
i wanted to change class due to some reasons i have..
i was really lonely eventhough my class got the most people not to mention really really noisy..
usually when a teacher doesnt enter class i will go to other class cause i felt more comfortable when am with my real friends..
recess time i also go to otherw class and find them..
every time when i go to my friends class i felt more happy and alive..
but time flies when your having fun..
when i am in my class the only thing i felt is boredem,lonely,and noisy..
when i went to apply to change class i didnt tell anyone first..
cause am afraid they will be mad or something..
then one day i went down to my future class to ask one of my friends for the class timetable..
they're were alot of people ask here and there whether its true whether am changing class..
i just said who knows?..
then when i change class...the rumor spread to all the classes..
i was shocked cause there were many people whom i dont know,know me..
thats where i met gucci,billabong,timberland and LV..
they treated me better..no 100 times better than my last time friends treated me..
also some of my friends on that class also treat me very well even though sometime i became the victim of bullying...
but i was happy eventhough they play and bully me..
i guess is just because they notice,talked,help and comfort me when i need..
they are my true friends..
so guys dont regret the things you have done in the past..
dont kept feeling guilty or blaming yourself for the mistakes you have done..
just accept what you have done and just go through life..
look at the present and the future not the past..
you wont know want your missing if you kept looking back to the past..
no one can go back in time...
this world that GOD created is beautiful and magnificent..
also theres many new faces and experience..
dont forget it..
LE SPORTSAC
2009年8月16日星期日
who to trust and believe?
in the past..the only people i ever trust are my frens or gang which i called
i always trusted them...i was a fool to trust them..
why do i get the feeling that they dont trust me last time..
now i know..some of them from the begining never trusted me with things..
i also realized that some of them never treated me or accepted me as their real friends..
i know that a long time a go..
but..i always encourage myself and to work harder to let them know that am a friend to be trusted and to believe in..
but till still some of them never treated me as their real friend..
why?why?they want to do this to me.?am i a nuisance?or an anoying person?
i dont know and dont care anymore want they think..
my first priority is my friends,family and GOD..
ever time when one of my friends are hurt..i will go and comfort them and pray for them..
when they need help am always their for them to help what they needed..
but do i get a thank you?appreciation for them.?
nothing...
the only time they say thank you to me is when i asked them..
they should know that they themself must say thank you..
then i know..i am just a tool to them..
a tool which help them or to fulfill they wishes..
am just a vassal a servant..obeying all the orders from my master...
is hurtful..is not fair and most of all..is WRONG!!
friends are not tools..their someone who to be trusted and to care for their friends
but..not everyone knows this..
now people are selfish..they only care for themselves..
some people are bias..they look up and want to make friends on higher level..or clever,rich..but they looked down on people who are lower class..
these people are incompetent fools to think and to looked down on people..
we should treat,care every human being either rich or poor..clever or dumb..fair..
but many people now are bias..
some of my past friends think like that and act like that last time
i know them so well..
but i still trust them and cling to them as if i need them to live...
i am an idiot to think like that..
there was once a gossip going around my school saying that i like a guy wh is my best friend since primary school..
yes i admit i like him..but the like i have between him is lke brother and sister love...
but they misunderstood..
i was scared to face him and to talk to him..all because of that stupid,garbage gossip by my so called most trusted friend from spbt gang..
i stopped going to the club..i always walk around alone...
my eyes were like a dead mans eye..my face expressionless..it was blank..
some of the people from spbt gang went to find me..
they asked me to go back to the club and asked why i dont want to go there anymore..
i told them that i was afraid to face him..and was their answer back..
they said nevermind la..just admit that you like him...
i was angry no...MAD at them..do they ever care about my feelings.?
no never..they only care about themselves..
holding all my anger and to calm down..i asked them why they want me back there?
they told me why..they said this..
is because 'he' scold them and nearly slap them and ask why they do this to me?
now there was fire at my back..i was more then mad now..
they want me back just so that he wont scold them anymore..that really tick me off..
they only think for themselves and not me..
even if am around them not even one of them notice me..
that happen last year..
in 2009..i was hoping that my relationship with them will be better,closer..
it has..but it only last for a short while..
this year i was hurt even more then last time..no i was a 100 times more painful..
i was abandoned by them..and the worst thing is that they didnt know..
there was a trip to gua tempurung last time..they were all happy..chatting and planning..but they didnt tell me anything about it..i was clueless..
ther was alot of people in our club..they were asking about who to invite to go to the trip..i was seating right in front of everyone..everyone talk here and their but even tough theres lots of people their i was alone..no one notice my presence..
when they ask who to invite..i want to say that i want to go..but i kept my mouth shout to see whether they notice me or remember me...
i waited..and the result is nothing..no one notice or invite me..
inside i was crying alot..i was hurt again and again..i asked to myself..have they hurt me enough..when will this pain stop..my eyes and my expression was blank..
i was a dead person..a zombie..
i was always and always alone..feeling lonely..
my heart was like been stabbed a million times..and there were still more waiting to stab me..
everytime i go home..i will cry till my eyes cant shed any tears..
that time i told myself that am nothing to them..just a tool..
every recesss time i will go down and sit on a bench and just be quiet..
cause no one notice me or care about me...
now the feeling of being lonely the pain all of it..are like a part of me now..
i was used to the pain now..but even though am used to it..inside the pain was very very hurtful...i was sad..i wanted to called for help but i kept for myself..that was my mistakes..a foolish one..i didnt told my parents about it cause i dont want them to scold those who abandoned me...i was foolish..
that time the meaning of friends vanished in my heart..it doesnt mean any to me anymore...
but now i was like been revived..i was alive again..and more importantly all the pain of lonely all of it just VANISHED!!i was really happy..i never felt like that for a very very long time...
this happens when i changed class and met some wonderful friends...
i couldnt have ask for a better friends like them..
those friends are the one and only members from secret5recipe..
thx for treating me as your best friend and a true one..and for caring me,trusting me,believing me and love me as your friend..
and also to 'him'...who also trust,believe,care,notice me and etc...
also to my cousin for encourage me and support me..my parents who love me and care..and most of all to GOD..for giving me and blessing me with these wonderful people to me life..
THX GUYS!!I LUV U!!
LE SPORTSAC
i always trusted them...i was a fool to trust them..
why do i get the feeling that they dont trust me last time..
now i know..some of them from the begining never trusted me with things..
i also realized that some of them never treated me or accepted me as their real friends..
i know that a long time a go..
but..i always encourage myself and to work harder to let them know that am a friend to be trusted and to believe in..
but till still some of them never treated me as their real friend..
why?why?they want to do this to me.?am i a nuisance?or an anoying person?
i dont know and dont care anymore want they think..
my first priority is my friends,family and GOD..
ever time when one of my friends are hurt..i will go and comfort them and pray for them..
when they need help am always their for them to help what they needed..
but do i get a thank you?appreciation for them.?
nothing...
the only time they say thank you to me is when i asked them..
they should know that they themself must say thank you..
then i know..i am just a tool to them..
a tool which help them or to fulfill they wishes..
am just a vassal a servant..obeying all the orders from my master...
is hurtful..is not fair and most of all..is WRONG!!
friends are not tools..their someone who to be trusted and to care for their friends
but..not everyone knows this..
now people are selfish..they only care for themselves..
some people are bias..they look up and want to make friends on higher level..or clever,rich..but they looked down on people who are lower class..
these people are incompetent fools to think and to looked down on people..
we should treat,care every human being either rich or poor..clever or dumb..fair..
but many people now are bias..
some of my past friends think like that and act like that last time
i know them so well..
but i still trust them and cling to them as if i need them to live...
i am an idiot to think like that..
there was once a gossip going around my school saying that i like a guy wh is my best friend since primary school..
yes i admit i like him..but the like i have between him is lke brother and sister love...
but they misunderstood..
i was scared to face him and to talk to him..all because of that stupid,garbage gossip by my so called most trusted friend from spbt gang..
i stopped going to the club..i always walk around alone...
my eyes were like a dead mans eye..my face expressionless..it was blank..
some of the people from spbt gang went to find me..
they asked me to go back to the club and asked why i dont want to go there anymore..
i told them that i was afraid to face him..and was their answer back..
they said nevermind la..just admit that you like him...
i was angry no...MAD at them..do they ever care about my feelings.?
no never..they only care about themselves..
holding all my anger and to calm down..i asked them why they want me back there?
they told me why..they said this..
is because 'he' scold them and nearly slap them and ask why they do this to me?
now there was fire at my back..i was more then mad now..
they want me back just so that he wont scold them anymore..that really tick me off..
they only think for themselves and not me..
even if am around them not even one of them notice me..
that happen last year..
in 2009..i was hoping that my relationship with them will be better,closer..
it has..but it only last for a short while..
this year i was hurt even more then last time..no i was a 100 times more painful..
i was abandoned by them..and the worst thing is that they didnt know..
there was a trip to gua tempurung last time..they were all happy..chatting and planning..but they didnt tell me anything about it..i was clueless..
ther was alot of people in our club..they were asking about who to invite to go to the trip..i was seating right in front of everyone..everyone talk here and their but even tough theres lots of people their i was alone..no one notice my presence..
when they ask who to invite..i want to say that i want to go..but i kept my mouth shout to see whether they notice me or remember me...
i waited..and the result is nothing..no one notice or invite me..
inside i was crying alot..i was hurt again and again..i asked to myself..have they hurt me enough..when will this pain stop..my eyes and my expression was blank..
i was a dead person..a zombie..
i was always and always alone..feeling lonely..
my heart was like been stabbed a million times..and there were still more waiting to stab me..
everytime i go home..i will cry till my eyes cant shed any tears..
that time i told myself that am nothing to them..just a tool..
every recesss time i will go down and sit on a bench and just be quiet..
cause no one notice me or care about me...
now the feeling of being lonely the pain all of it..are like a part of me now..
i was used to the pain now..but even though am used to it..inside the pain was very very hurtful...i was sad..i wanted to called for help but i kept for myself..that was my mistakes..a foolish one..i didnt told my parents about it cause i dont want them to scold those who abandoned me...i was foolish..
that time the meaning of friends vanished in my heart..it doesnt mean any to me anymore...
but now i was like been revived..i was alive again..and more importantly all the pain of lonely all of it just VANISHED!!i was really happy..i never felt like that for a very very long time...
this happens when i changed class and met some wonderful friends...
i couldnt have ask for a better friends like them..
those friends are the one and only members from secret5recipe..
thx for treating me as your best friend and a true one..and for caring me,trusting me,believing me and love me as your friend..
and also to 'him'...who also trust,believe,care,notice me and etc...
also to my cousin for encourage me and support me..my parents who love me and care..and most of all to GOD..for giving me and blessing me with these wonderful people to me life..
THX GUYS!!I LUV U!!
LE SPORTSAC
2009年8月14日星期五
Fun fair
I will became a little elf,in the world of Santa claus,
I will became a little fairy,in the world of fairy tail,
But I'm just a human being,who live in a normal life...
I love my life with full of joy,
I hate my life with full of fight,
And I will be rather drill my head into the land wishing that I'm not part of the war...
I've been bored to replay the same act,
The repeated act cames in my life over and over,
I'll be facing each fight at a limited time,
When I was form 2,I got 2 friends that treated me very good,
But now they don't,
We having a fight in complicated situation,
The friendship just like a fun fair,
Maybe there got somewhere to put in the token,
And I just don't know where,
Then the time is up,
I didn't reach to put in the token before game over,
Just like friendship in a limited time...
The time's up,the game ended...
maybe I could make a choice to play again,
But...
I had once told by my friend,
It will be not fun if you keep repeating the same game,
Maybe you should try another kind of game,
There are many kind of game in a same area,
Just see weather you can found out or not...
I'll remember what she said to me...
Because I will be repeat the same things again,
And after I have cross the level that I haven't came before,
What should I do next?what will happen next?I don't know...
I never appeciate the word my friend had told me,
Now only I know it's really make sense...
When will the game really end,if isn't going to end,then I am just wasted my time for hoping a happy ending...
I found out a game with no token,but whole life member card,
That didn't seen to be a game to me,
It wasn't same as game machine,
It will be in reality if I really wish for,
Then I will say "yes" at that moment...
I will see laugh and joy when the time I came back to reality...
Timberland
I will became a little fairy,in the world of fairy tail,
But I'm just a human being,who live in a normal life...
I love my life with full of joy,
I hate my life with full of fight,
And I will be rather drill my head into the land wishing that I'm not part of the war...
I've been bored to replay the same act,
The repeated act cames in my life over and over,
I'll be facing each fight at a limited time,
When I was form 2,I got 2 friends that treated me very good,
But now they don't,
We having a fight in complicated situation,
The friendship just like a fun fair,
Maybe there got somewhere to put in the token,
And I just don't know where,
Then the time is up,
I didn't reach to put in the token before game over,
Just like friendship in a limited time...
The time's up,the game ended...
maybe I could make a choice to play again,
But...
I had once told by my friend,
It will be not fun if you keep repeating the same game,
Maybe you should try another kind of game,
There are many kind of game in a same area,
Just see weather you can found out or not...
I'll remember what she said to me...
Because I will be repeat the same things again,
And after I have cross the level that I haven't came before,
What should I do next?what will happen next?I don't know...
I never appeciate the word my friend had told me,
Now only I know it's really make sense...
When will the game really end,if isn't going to end,then I am just wasted my time for hoping a happy ending...
I found out a game with no token,but whole life member card,
That didn't seen to be a game to me,
It wasn't same as game machine,
It will be in reality if I really wish for,
Then I will say "yes" at that moment...
I will see laugh and joy when the time I came back to reality...
Timberland
My attitude b4 meeting them
Maybe you would thought that secret5recipe was a gang...
Or "secret recipe" ==
But sorry to burst your bubbles...
We're not.
I was a girl before,that didn't care other's feeling,
Except for the friends I need them,
I was a selfish girl,I think,
But my friends didn't told me that I was selfish before,
Because they didn't feel,
When I knowing other friends,
They told me that they really hate me,before,
They said many things about me,
Then only I recognize myself...
What kind of person I am,
Why didn't my friend told me that...
I felt guilty for the people I treated bad,
And I started to improve,
Tried to talk with some friend that treated me well at front,but hates me at the back...
I think they now didn't hate me so much anymore...
In secret5recipe's member,
I think I'm the most untalent one,
Because others are really hard working,
I didn't thought out how much their talent are,
But I'm just think that they are clever,
They are very intelligent at many places,
I'm not,
1-2 years earlier,I got many friends,but how ever my result came out good or bad,
No one would ever care about my result,
I'm usual after all,(because I'm just holding on first and second place only)
Cannot drop down lower result...
My friends always just blame my result,
Asking me why don't let them copy my answers,
I already gave them much,
Until I gave away all my marks,
I got the same marks as my friend,
But the paper they are holding was filling with all my answers...
I just can only watching my friend saying how much they got and never care about saying a thank you for the person who gave them answers...
I got friends,
But I feel alone...
I just got my only best friend that talks to me,but she also didn't care for any my other things,very annoying she'll said...
Maybe they think that I didn't have to worry about my result,
I am once told by my friend,have I enough enjoying my life with the first place easierly,can I let him to be first at the next coming test...
I always got high on my percentage marks,
I took more marks on the subject that I knew them well,
To fill up the marks that I lost on other paper...
I'm happy I enter to this class,maybe there's some of the student in there I don't like them,
But I am also being honor that I'm a student in that class,
And Because I got them,
I'm happy I have them to be my best friend...
Timberland
Or "secret recipe" ==
But sorry to burst your bubbles...
We're not.
I was a girl before,that didn't care other's feeling,
Except for the friends I need them,
I was a selfish girl,I think,
But my friends didn't told me that I was selfish before,
Because they didn't feel,
When I knowing other friends,
They told me that they really hate me,before,
They said many things about me,
Then only I recognize myself...
What kind of person I am,
Why didn't my friend told me that...
I felt guilty for the people I treated bad,
And I started to improve,
Tried to talk with some friend that treated me well at front,but hates me at the back...
I think they now didn't hate me so much anymore...
In secret5recipe's member,
I think I'm the most untalent one,
Because others are really hard working,
I didn't thought out how much their talent are,
But I'm just think that they are clever,
They are very intelligent at many places,
I'm not,
1-2 years earlier,I got many friends,but how ever my result came out good or bad,
No one would ever care about my result,
I'm usual after all,(because I'm just holding on first and second place only)
Cannot drop down lower result...
My friends always just blame my result,
Asking me why don't let them copy my answers,
I already gave them much,
Until I gave away all my marks,
I got the same marks as my friend,
But the paper they are holding was filling with all my answers...
I just can only watching my friend saying how much they got and never care about saying a thank you for the person who gave them answers...
I got friends,
But I feel alone...
I just got my only best friend that talks to me,but she also didn't care for any my other things,very annoying she'll said...
Maybe they think that I didn't have to worry about my result,
I am once told by my friend,have I enough enjoying my life with the first place easierly,can I let him to be first at the next coming test...
I always got high on my percentage marks,
I took more marks on the subject that I knew them well,
To fill up the marks that I lost on other paper...
I'm happy I enter to this class,maybe there's some of the student in there I don't like them,
But I am also being honor that I'm a student in that class,
And Because I got them,
I'm happy I have them to be my best friend...
Timberland
我们的认识...
今天是我第一次用华语写部落格，
因为我的汉语拼音很差...
哈哈...
今天我们secret5recipe做了一项心理测验，
题目纸只叫我们回答是或不是，
可是我们好像只在讨论...
听LeSpoctsac说如果越多是，
就是人际关系越差，
我本来有很多是的，
我就问他们是问以前还是现在，
他们都讲以前...
可是当我要选时，本来要选是的却选择了不是，
因为在我选择地当时，我想想好像以前和现在不同，
我没有交过一班好友，只交过一个好友，
这次是我第一次交到一班朋友，
我选择不是时，我是很开心的回答，
因为我只想到现在，
完全想不回以前，
当我想要回想时，就好想有一块布把我的不开心盖起来...
我们其实很早就认识了，
只是没有什么讲话，
我会认识billabong和LV也是因为我的前好友，
我刚转来认识他后的第一个星期就认识他们了...
gucci是在我隔壁班的同学，
他和他的朋友每天都会来跟我们一起下课，
可是我却没有跟他讲过一句话...
LeSportsac跟我差太远了,他在前面班，跟他能认识的机会只有45%，
但是在有一天，我们有ceramah，突然跟他聊起了话题，
就这样认识了...==''
我感觉我今年的这条命是他们帮我捡回来的，
其实我会很寂寞的，
好在我遇上你们了...
Timberland
因为我的汉语拼音很差...
哈哈...
今天我们secret5recipe做了一项心理测验，
题目纸只叫我们回答是或不是，
可是我们好像只在讨论...
听LeSpoctsac说如果越多是，
就是人际关系越差，
我本来有很多是的，
我就问他们是问以前还是现在，
他们都讲以前...
可是当我要选时，本来要选是的却选择了不是，
因为在我选择地当时，我想想好像以前和现在不同，
我没有交过一班好友，只交过一个好友，
这次是我第一次交到一班朋友，
我选择不是时，我是很开心的回答，
因为我只想到现在，
完全想不回以前，
当我想要回想时，就好想有一块布把我的不开心盖起来...
我们其实很早就认识了，
只是没有什么讲话，
我会认识billabong和LV也是因为我的前好友，
我刚转来认识他后的第一个星期就认识他们了...
gucci是在我隔壁班的同学，
他和他的朋友每天都会来跟我们一起下课，
可是我却没有跟他讲过一句话...
LeSportsac跟我差太远了,他在前面班，跟他能认识的机会只有45%，
但是在有一天，我们有ceramah，突然跟他聊起了话题，
就这样认识了...==''
我感觉我今年的这条命是他们帮我捡回来的，
其实我会很寂寞的，
好在我遇上你们了...
Timberland
2009年8月13日星期四
To: Secret5Recipe
最近好像法身了许多的事情。。。
有伤心的。。。
又开心的。。。
有心烦的。。。
有如意的。。。
这一切都是不能掌控的。。。
不管怎么样。。。我们都要以最平常的心态面对所有的事情。。。
*注意：secret5recipe的朋友。。。
不要因为有些事情而气馁哦。。。
虽让我也有许多事情。。。
我必须思考。。。
但是。。。
有你们的陪伴。。。
我感到很欣慰。。。
你们让我在secret5recipe得到快乐。。。
谢谢你们哦。。。
LV
14/08/2009
有伤心的。。。
又开心的。。。
有心烦的。。。
有如意的。。。
这一切都是不能掌控的。。。
不管怎么样。。。我们都要以最平常的心态面对所有的事情。。。
*注意：secret5recipe的朋友。。。
不要因为有些事情而气馁哦。。。
虽让我也有许多事情。。。
我必须思考。。。
但是。。。
有你们的陪伴。。。
我感到很欣慰。。。
你们让我在secret5recipe得到快乐。。。
谢谢你们哦。。。
LV
14/08/2009
2009年8月9日星期日
爱情故事
今天。。。
billabong跟我讲了一个很罗曼蒂克的故事。。。
那就是。。。
她的前男友sms跟她说了一些很sweet的话。。。
‘我到现在还是和喜欢你’。。。
‘我的心里只有你一个人’。。。
‘你一直住在我的心里’。。。
‘我的心容不下其他人，因为你一直都在我心里’。。。
‘我到现在还不想让你从我心里搬走’。。。
之后billabong也有回她信息。。。
‘如果你要我搬走，我就搬走咯；如果你不要我搬，我就不搬咯’。。。
过后我又问billabong你还爱他吗。。。?
billabong跟我说有。。。
不过他说现在还不要想爱情的问题。。。
现在她只想读书。。。
唉。。。
其实我并不认为读书的时候不可以谈恋爱。。。
只要你不要将爱情和学业弄得乱七八糟就可啦。。。
不过这只我的想法。。。
也是看个人意识。。。
LV。。
billabong跟我讲了一个很罗曼蒂克的故事。。。
那就是。。。
她的前男友sms跟她说了一些很sweet的话。。。
‘我到现在还是和喜欢你’。。。
‘我的心里只有你一个人’。。。
‘你一直住在我的心里’。。。
‘我的心容不下其他人，因为你一直都在我心里’。。。
‘我到现在还不想让你从我心里搬走’。。。
之后billabong也有回她信息。。。
‘如果你要我搬走，我就搬走咯；如果你不要我搬，我就不搬咯’。。。
过后我又问billabong你还爱他吗。。。?
billabong跟我说有。。。
不过他说现在还不要想爱情的问题。。。
现在她只想读书。。。
唉。。。
其实我并不认为读书的时候不可以谈恋爱。。。
只要你不要将爱情和学业弄得乱七八糟就可啦。。。
不过这只我的想法。。。
也是看个人意识。。。
LV。。
2009年8月7日星期五
time flies
time flies when your having fun....
you would wish that it will go on forever...
but...
times stops when your going through hard times...
like..for example...having a fight between your freinds,being alone and etc...
at this troubled times we always wanted it just to go away..to forget it
but everytime we are in pain..the world stops...
the pain drags you long and long...time passed only 1 minute but to you it feels like an hour or more...
when your enjoying and having fun...but before you know it times flies like a speed of light...
this occur to me thousands of times..
and believe me its weird alright...
i guess thats how the world works or maybe its just some weird phenomenon...
i dont know..but..
i guess we have to apperciate to both our happy times and bad times..
cause all this will shaped our future...
it can teach us valuable lesson on whats right and whats wrong...
and to be a guide for us so that we dont do the same mistakes or regret for what we had done both in the pass,future and present..
also..we should treasured more to the times when we are happy...
we shouldnt looked back on our mistakes we had done in the pass..
but on the present...
if we keep looking back on our darkest and hurtful moments in the passed..
we wont be able to go forward on the present...
also...we would be missing many many things if we dont concertrate on the present and the future...
this are the lesson we should all learned and remember...
LE SPORTSAC
you would wish that it will go on forever...
but...
times stops when your going through hard times...
like..for example...having a fight between your freinds,being alone and etc...
at this troubled times we always wanted it just to go away..to forget it
but everytime we are in pain..the world stops...
the pain drags you long and long...time passed only 1 minute but to you it feels like an hour or more...
when your enjoying and having fun...but before you know it times flies like a speed of light...
this occur to me thousands of times..
and believe me its weird alright...
i guess thats how the world works or maybe its just some weird phenomenon...
i dont know..but..
i guess we have to apperciate to both our happy times and bad times..
cause all this will shaped our future...
it can teach us valuable lesson on whats right and whats wrong...
and to be a guide for us so that we dont do the same mistakes or regret for what we had done both in the pass,future and present..
also..we should treasured more to the times when we are happy...
we shouldnt looked back on our mistakes we had done in the pass..
but on the present...
if we keep looking back on our darkest and hurtful moments in the passed..
we wont be able to go forward on the present...
also...we would be missing many many things if we dont concertrate on the present and the future...
this are the lesson we should all learned and remember...
LE SPORTSAC
2009年8月6日星期四
The first and the last
I'm truly hope that my x-best friend don't ever interupt my life anymore,
I think that I have freedom with all this friend now...
I'm happy with them,
But she was so close to them,
She knew them before I did,
They were closer...
And beginning,I thought I will feel alone in this class for two years...
But thank god I found them,
Like a friendship as puzzle found out their places,
They care about me,they talk to me when I lonely,they didn't angry when I did something wrong,weather they are pretenting or they truly are,I also truly trust in them...
I didn't ever trust my friends 100% before,
Because I didn't knew them well,example my x-best friend,she treated me as her best friend for just 2 day we knewing each other...
Painful memories...
Why I didn't finding friends in group but to find a personality best friend...
Was that fate?!
I don't care,I just care what I have now,
Protect the friends that I having now...
I scare to trust in friend,even if they had promise me,
Because my friends before secret5recipe betrayed me,
Not once,not twice but many,
Until I can't even counted...
Since the first time they done it,
I forgive them,
But they just can't keep it down...
They all are a bunch of friends that never been hurted by their friends...
the first and the last...
The last time that I trust them,
The last time they fool me,
We broke up...our friendship,
I was just been promise by a friend of mine that we'll not lie to each other,
I promise,and he wanted me to join him for a game the next day,
When the day we must met,
He called me to said that to cancalled our date,
Because he'll not at his house at afternoon,
Then I cancelled with my x-best friend and others...
At the same time I promise to join my dad for dinner seminar,
Then I made up all the stuff,waiting my dad to fetch me,
My x-best friend called me and said that they at the field already,
Then I said I had told them not to come,
And they said they got
saw him at the field,
I say that I will ask him,
When I called him,he said that he didn't at the field,At some where else,
Then I called back to my x-best friend,they asked me got called him or not,I said yes,
And she told me that he cycle away after answering the phone,
I was angry,he just promise me and broke up the promise haven't just one day!!!
I wrap off all the stuff I prepare and cycle to the field,
I saw him after me when I was there,
I really though that he was really ran away and follow me,
And when I found my friends,they told me that they were just joking...
For god sake!!!
I scold him and wanted him to came to the field from where he really at,
My friends also saying that they got said they were just joking when we were talking on phone,
I said I didn't heard,if they really got tell,why don't they call the person on phone to tell me,why must tell at so far away and didn't sure about weather I got heard or not,or else can call me for comform that I heard,
They just setting a act like they had told me,but I'm sure they didn't said it,
I was upset and cried out,
Not because they fool me,
Is because I though I being fooling by the friend that just gave me his word,
But turn out wrong,
I'm been fooling by my x-best friend and other that saying he was fooling me.
In a complicated situation,
I was upset,and I told them I maybe will having a car crush when I'm on my way to go home,
And my other friend tell him that I was cursing them will having a car crush on their way home...
DAMN It...
He didn't talked with me anymore after that day,and also my other friends,because gossip that I'm cursing them to having a car crush...
I will drag my self to have it if I'm cursing my friends to having car crush.
I treat my friends first and myself will be the second,but why I always be the one who will been hunted down...
Will it be the last time I being hunt down?
Hoping that will be the last...
-bestest wishes for secret5recipe-
Timberland
I think that I have freedom with all this friend now...
I'm happy with them,
But she was so close to them,
She knew them before I did,
They were closer...
And beginning,I thought I will feel alone in this class for two years...
But thank god I found them,
Like a friendship as puzzle found out their places,
They care about me,they talk to me when I lonely,they didn't angry when I did something wrong,weather they are pretenting or they truly are,I also truly trust in them...
I didn't ever trust my friends 100% before,
Because I didn't knew them well,example my x-best friend,she treated me as her best friend for just 2 day we knewing each other...
Painful memories...
Why I didn't finding friends in group but to find a personality best friend...
Was that fate?!
I don't care,I just care what I have now,
Protect the friends that I having now...
I scare to trust in friend,even if they had promise me,
Because my friends before secret5recipe betrayed me,
Not once,not twice but many,
Until I can't even counted...
Since the first time they done it,
I forgive them,
But they just can't keep it down...
They all are a bunch of friends that never been hurted by their friends...
the first and the last...
The last time that I trust them,
The last time they fool me,
We broke up...our friendship,
I was just been promise by a friend of mine that we'll not lie to each other,
I promise,and he wanted me to join him for a game the next day,
When the day we must met,
He called me to said that to cancalled our date,
Because he'll not at his house at afternoon,
Then I cancelled with my x-best friend and others...
At the same time I promise to join my dad for dinner seminar,
Then I made up all the stuff,waiting my dad to fetch me,
My x-best friend called me and said that they at the field already,
Then I said I had told them not to come,
And they said they got
saw him at the field,
I say that I will ask him,
When I called him,he said that he didn't at the field,At some where else,
Then I called back to my x-best friend,they asked me got called him or not,I said yes,
And she told me that he cycle away after answering the phone,
I was angry,he just promise me and broke up the promise haven't just one day!!!
I wrap off all the stuff I prepare and cycle to the field,
I saw him after me when I was there,
I really though that he was really ran away and follow me,
And when I found my friends,they told me that they were just joking...
For god sake!!!
I scold him and wanted him to came to the field from where he really at,
My friends also saying that they got said they were just joking when we were talking on phone,
I said I didn't heard,if they really got tell,why don't they call the person on phone to tell me,why must tell at so far away and didn't sure about weather I got heard or not,or else can call me for comform that I heard,
They just setting a act like they had told me,but I'm sure they didn't said it,
I was upset and cried out,
Not because they fool me,
Is because I though I being fooling by the friend that just gave me his word,
But turn out wrong,
I'm been fooling by my x-best friend and other that saying he was fooling me.
In a complicated situation,
I was upset,and I told them I maybe will having a car crush when I'm on my way to go home,
And my other friend tell him that I was cursing them will having a car crush on their way home...
DAMN It...
He didn't talked with me anymore after that day,and also my other friends,because gossip that I'm cursing them to having a car crush...
I will drag my self to have it if I'm cursing my friends to having car crush.
I treat my friends first and myself will be the second,but why I always be the one who will been hunted down...
Will it be the last time I being hunt down?
Hoping that will be the last...
-bestest wishes for secret5recipe-
Timberland
2009年8月4日星期二
The decision I made
Did I made the right decision?
I saw my friends live in happy world,
But not me...
They have friends,every where...
My though was same as billabong's,
What is the meaning of friend,
I'm also not very sure,
When I met my last best friend in form 2,though I knew what friends are...
But I was wrong...
My family thinks that I'm good in analysis things and problem...
I have the same though as my family have...
Even I had solve the problem,
No one would ever believe in me...
Even my best friend,she wanted to trust the others...
The friendship that no believe,
They will just ended with a little of misunderstanding.
I am the one who have to swallow and suffer all the problem that cause from them,
Some other problems that I didn't even know,
What a ridiculous friendship are this...
A Best friend that didn't believe in her own best friend,
She wanted to be crowded by many friends,
She don't want be just with me,
maybe she's choosing not to trust me,
So she won't lost other friends...
She's the one who wanted me to be her best friend two years ago,
But she betray me...
I hate her a lot when i first met her,
She just always finding me and stick on me,
I hate her not because of that,
Is because I got my self a best friend from I was standard six,
But she was always mention about I'm her best friend,
So that why I hate her,saying with no caring other's feeling.
When one day I was suddenly sick at school,I though I'm was dying,but she had help me,after that day...she was accepted by me as a best friend...
But now she wasn't,
Because she became selfish...
I have made a decision to decide that I'm not going to forgive her because she had betray me...
Have I made the right decision?
I'm not sure,I think I am the one who don't understand what is friendship,another reason was she came in to my life too quickly,I couldn't know her well...
Now that I met new friends,I will trying to learn what are the meaning of friendship from them...
Thank you all...
よろしくお願いします
Timberland
I saw my friends live in happy world,
But not me...
They have friends,every where...
My though was same as billabong's,
What is the meaning of friend,
I'm also not very sure,
When I met my last best friend in form 2,though I knew what friends are...
But I was wrong...
My family thinks that I'm good in analysis things and problem...
I have the same though as my family have...
Even I had solve the problem,
No one would ever believe in me...
Even my best friend,she wanted to trust the others...
The friendship that no believe,
They will just ended with a little of misunderstanding.
I am the one who have to swallow and suffer all the problem that cause from them,
Some other problems that I didn't even know,
What a ridiculous friendship are this...
A Best friend that didn't believe in her own best friend,
She wanted to be crowded by many friends,
She don't want be just with me,
maybe she's choosing not to trust me,
So she won't lost other friends...
She's the one who wanted me to be her best friend two years ago,
But she betray me...
I hate her a lot when i first met her,
She just always finding me and stick on me,
I hate her not because of that,
Is because I got my self a best friend from I was standard six,
But she was always mention about I'm her best friend,
So that why I hate her,saying with no caring other's feeling.
When one day I was suddenly sick at school,I though I'm was dying,but she had help me,after that day...she was accepted by me as a best friend...
But now she wasn't,
Because she became selfish...
I have made a decision to decide that I'm not going to forgive her because she had betray me...
Have I made the right decision?
I'm not sure,I think I am the one who don't understand what is friendship,another reason was she came in to my life too quickly,I couldn't know her well...
Now that I met new friends,I will trying to learn what are the meaning of friendship from them...
Thank you all...
よろしくお願いします
Timberland
love...what do you think about it??
sometimes love is a wonderful thing...
but..
sometimes is painful and hurtful...
everbody will always fall in love with someone or have a crush...
but...
when the person you love had a girlfriend...
whats worst is that his girlfriend is your friend...
is kind of ironic...dont you think??
another situation is...
for example...
you are obses with the person you fall in love with(for example me)
everday you got to see him and talk to him...a maniac...
another situation is...
you love the guy...but you dont dare to look at him...face to face..or even from afar
i guess some people are like that...because when you look at the guy,you heart beats as fast as a rocket and you face will flush tomato red...
some of my friends are like that like LV and GUCCi..
dont worry guys...
i understand that feeling cause i too once had been like that...
love is a war,a battle...
but...
love is sometimes wonderful..
so...
what do you think love really is??
LE SPORTSAC
but..
sometimes is painful and hurtful...
everbody will always fall in love with someone or have a crush...
but...
when the person you love had a girlfriend...
whats worst is that his girlfriend is your friend...
is kind of ironic...dont you think??
another situation is...
for example...
you are obses with the person you fall in love with(for example me)
everday you got to see him and talk to him...a maniac...
another situation is...
you love the guy...but you dont dare to look at him...face to face..or even from afar
i guess some people are like that...because when you look at the guy,you heart beats as fast as a rocket and you face will flush tomato red...
some of my friends are like that like LV and GUCCi..
dont worry guys...
i understand that feeling cause i too once had been like that...
love is a war,a battle...
but...
love is sometimes wonderful..
so...
what do you think love really is??
LE SPORTSAC
2009年8月3日星期一
2009年8月2日星期日
伤还是兴？
我今天终以从gucci那里得到我要的答案...
在那时候我感到十分高兴...
但突然间...
我在某个地方听到有人讲那个人已经有喜欢的人...
我还听到他们说是他主动跟别的女生告白的...
我听完了后...
我不懂要怎样跟gucci讲这件事...
当...
我想要告诉她的时候...
她竟然已经懂了...
我看她的表情好像很失望...
也说一些"我会忘记他"的话...
在那时我都不懂要怎样安慰她...
但...还是算了...
我没去跟她讲这样多了...
也不想讲了...
怕她伤心...
你觉得这是伤还是兴呢？
我觉得是伤比较多...
竟然兴的事也是有...
但...
伤会比较多...
gucci你不要伤心...
因为我们会陪你的...
还有什么伤心事要讲出来...
我们会一起承担和决绝的...
还有这不是只跟gucci讲...
Lv,Timberland和Le sportsac也是一样...
知道吗？
Billabong
在那时候我感到十分高兴...
但突然间...
我在某个地方听到有人讲那个人已经有喜欢的人...
我还听到他们说是他主动跟别的女生告白的...
我听完了后...
我不懂要怎样跟gucci讲这件事...
当...
我想要告诉她的时候...
她竟然已经懂了...
我看她的表情好像很失望...
也说一些"我会忘记他"的话...
在那时我都不懂要怎样安慰她...
但...还是算了...
我没去跟她讲这样多了...
也不想讲了...
怕她伤心...
你觉得这是伤还是兴呢？
我觉得是伤比较多...
竟然兴的事也是有...
但...
伤会比较多...
gucci你不要伤心...
因为我们会陪你的...
还有什么伤心事要讲出来...
我们会一起承担和决绝的...
还有这不是只跟gucci讲...
Lv,Timberland和Le sportsac也是一样...
知道吗？
Billabong
2009年8月1日星期六
Sorry I can't help you...
Today,
I view billabong's log when she was still typing uncompleted,
I wasn't with her,I connect to blogspot at somewhere with wi-fi,I'm with LeSportsac and LV...
We just guessing wheathershe got really post up a blog about today...
Because she realize gucci got a complicated relationship with some one,
When the beginning,I open blogspot setting in English...
Then I signed in next time after half hour,
I saw the languege have been set to mandarin,
Then I realize that billabong was posting her blog,
We press"view"at her new post,
She was talking about what happen today...(pls view billabong's latest blog before this)
She scare that we didn't treat her as a part of member in our friendship...
I don't wish to lied on her,but that's my promise to gucci,so I cannot tell her...yet!
I also just knew it from last Monday,
Maybe she though you will not be interest with this kind of things,
But surprising me that you are...
Because I never knew that you will talk about this kind of conversation...
She just shock,
I think she will tell you sooner...
Just calculate how long she settle down her shock...haha...
Yesterday billabong been invite to join a camping trip with school,
She didn't want to go,saying that will be boring at there...
Today she gave the form and a letter with her father's signature to teacher for saying that she will having a competition on that date...
Then teacher transfer to another students in our class,
We don't wish to lied on her
Just because that's a promise on gucci from us...
I can't broke out a promise with just only pass two weeks ago...
You are a part of our best friend...
So no worry...
And LeSportsac too,she will know it some day...
Timberland
I view billabong's log when she was still typing uncompleted,
I wasn't with her,I connect to blogspot at somewhere with wi-fi,I'm with LeSportsac and LV...
We just guessing wheathershe got really post up a blog about today...
Because she realize gucci got a complicated relationship with some one,
When the beginning,I open blogspot setting in English...
Then I signed in next time after half hour,
I saw the languege have been set to mandarin,
Then I realize that billabong was posting her blog,
We press"view"at her new post,
She was talking about what happen today...(pls view billabong's latest blog before this)
She scare that we didn't treat her as a part of member in our friendship...
I don't wish to lied on her,but that's my promise to gucci,so I cannot tell her...yet!
I also just knew it from last Monday,
Maybe she though you will not be interest with this kind of things,
But surprising me that you are...
Because I never knew that you will talk about this kind of conversation...
She just shock,
I think she will tell you sooner...
Just calculate how long she settle down her shock...haha...
Yesterday billabong been invite to join a camping trip with school,
She didn't want to go,saying that will be boring at there...
Today she gave the form and a letter with her father's signature to teacher for saying that she will having a competition on that date...
Then teacher transfer to another students in our class,
We don't wish to lied on her
Just because that's a promise on gucci from us...
I can't broke out a promise with just only pass two weeks ago...
You are a part of our best friend...
So no worry...
And LeSportsac too,she will know it some day...
Timberland
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