I didn't regret...

I never realize there are many other friends except my best friend,never notice that leaving her will be more happy,I only think that I don't wish to leave her...
But I never ever realize that she will leave me,alone...
Some friends...
She's the one I like most...
But she left as I was in the midder of road...
The road that you didn't see anything in the sky when you're looking up...cloud that black in colour,seeing nothing infront your eyes...
Just tears...
She had left me,I still think she was just kidding,angry for just a few days and then get back together again...
But...
She didn't...
I been fooling myself for half year and more...
Half year later I was being invite by her for a movie...
I though I have the chance to know the true from her,why she left me...why she picking the time like that...
But she was just wanted to get close to know what I'm doing now and maybe finding some gossip or whatever to talk about it...
The tears pours out...
Am I thinking too much of it,I think so...
The month before our big test was going to start...
I had been hurt by her...deep...
I was crying and begging for her to forgive me what I had did...
She didn't want to look straight to me...
When her friend (they were my friends,before) said a word "don't" I been hunt down...
She turn away,with them who called themselves FRIENDS...
I also tried to phone her,she told me not to disturb her because she was prepare for her test...
Was that my fate...
She was disturbing me at the time like that,and I am only allow to shut my mouth up on her...?!
What a ridiculous plan was that...
Well...
Now that I only realize there are many friends beside me...
I am happy...
All my friends may have been hurt by their friend before,
Suffer and hide the pain...
Maybe just a few of us,but I'm happy they are my friends...
Better than just sticking with the only friend,I like the feeling of freedom much...
I'm happy I have them...
I also been happy when I'm with her,although now we had brake up...
Thank you all...my friends...
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