friends..what are they exactly??

this has been going inside my head for a long time..
what is the meaning of frens??
are they a companion who is always beside u when u need them?
or..
are they jus a fren who just used u for their benefit??a tool to them??
or..
a person who treats u as one of their family??
i dont know..
what u guys think about this??
its been a blur to me now,
cause my frens who are so called my bestest frens(in the past)sometime dont really treat me like one of their frens..
sometimes when i try to speak to them..no one bother or listen,
so i'm always been throwed to one side,with no one beside me,only my shadow..
it is weird sometimes..
one day they chat with me..the next day i was throwed into a corner again..
its this a weird routine going on?
do they just suddenly chat with me and the following day,they just ignore me,
it was hard to get used to it and i know i hate it..
its was like am a torch light or a siloutte..
so everytime i was alone..minding my own bussiness..
soon i became acustom to being alone,
but sometimes there was like a sword that kept reching towards my heart when i looked at my frens,chatting,laughing and having fun with each other..
it was hurtful by looking at them..
i always thought i will always be alone with no frens with me..
i accepted a long time ago..
but..
now i'm very happy and glad that GOD has given some wonderful frens who is always there when i need em..that i can count on..who help me and care for me..
i was always filled with joy and happiness when am with them..
those frens are..
Gucci,Billabong,Timberland, and LV..
thx guys!!u guys are the most wonderful things that had happen to me..
I LUV U GUYS!!(dont worry i'm not lasbian)lol,
because of all of u,i finally realise what frens really are..
they are people who u can count on,those who wont betray u,those who care about u,
and also those who luv u and treats u as a real fren..
there many more i want to say but i stop here for today..
frens are important..without them who knows what will happen to u..

LE SPORTSAC