be the first to know.

i always dun like to care about friends,
well,because i dun trusted them,
remember i still at primary skul,
i didnt group with my friends,except for my best friend,
because my friends they are like babies,
like to fight with their friend,including me...
so i didnt so friend with them.
but everytime i know they want to have a fight with me,
like saying "i accept the challage!"crazy huh?!
pretend to be babies with them too...
i always know it,
when will they action,
but when i still a kid,
my cell were just acting alpha cell,
because i trust all the words they said,
i think bored,but if they have something to talk about it then okay...
at least i know sometime they will diccusting with me.
kind of noob,their topics,
i think have of it is lying,
but i know it that was lie 4 year later after the conversation...
now posting blog not like having lunch already,
but still will post...
now i also got post on facebook,
remain me of that,
i already having a small talk with my friend that i fight with before,
just asking what game playing?how your result?and other...
but just i am the one answering,
i scared to talk about the past,so let's just open a new topics...
now i got a bit knowing how to be a human,haha...
just a human that will used their mind...
i cant sleep all this day,
because start to thinking about the malaysian national services,
very scary,will be a chaos for me,
there had been 17 people died,
and also raped...
i dun wan go,dun choose me...!!!
i check many of the details at wikipedia,
u all can chack at there too...

timberland

facebook发现的东西

前几天，我开我妹的facebook差一些东西时。。。
我无意间看到一个令我感到很生气的东西。。。
那就是。。。
我看到凯林在facebook写了。。。
"今天，我很开心哦。因为今天我和爱芸一起去jj唱歌。。。虽然只有两个人。。。不过我还是很开行。。。"
我真的不明白凯林。。。
他明知道我很恨爱芸。。。
为什么偏偏就是要喝这种人在一起。。。
为什么，每一我和我的朋友吵架。。。
甚至绝交。。。
我都会觉得我的每一位朋友都对方都很好。。。
好到我会错认。。。
或许我是多余的。。。
或许已开始，我就不应该在这间学校存在。。。
如果没有在这间学校存在。。。
现在的我应该还是很开心的吧。。。



LV。。。